Two weeks later: Today was me and meek and Bae birthday I was sad just like the rest. I just really miss tone like I just wanted to hear his voice say those words again those last words jamy marry me. I wanted to have the dream wedding I always wanted tone was going to give it to me. Brenda had tone cremated for whatever reason it was I just felt like it was selfish it hurt so bad not to be able to say goodbye to him I had no say so when it came to his funeral I felt like I wasn't nobody like I wasn't carrying his children then she left philly with his ashes she didn't say none but she sends the kids money and gifts every birthday and holiday although i dislike her ways she was a great grandmother. She calls them and talk to them every chance she gets. She talk to them earlier today I don't say much to her I really don't have none to say. My phone vibrated it was a text from kola . My sis👭: happy birthday I know this a tough day for just hang in there u being doing it for five years I'm so proud of u I know tone is looking down at u with a smile if u wanna talk just call me love u sis Aww thanks u honey I really appreciated that I said texting kola back. My phone rung it was restricted I answer it. Hello I said the person didn't say none I just could hear the person breathing than they hung up . Who still plays on people phones I said shaking my head getting up. I wasn't really in the mood to go out but why not I haven't been out in years maybe it time to have fun I'm not old. My life is not over. Tone is gone there's none thing I could do no matter how many times I cry he's gone. I dialed kola number. Wassup sis she said. Let's hit up hello kitty I said.. Jamy u serious kola asked. Yea as a heart attack u down? Yeah what's time ? Grabbing u @ 9. IGHT I'll be ready. Okay . We both hung up. I went into my closet to see what I was wearing . This is perfect I said picking out the two piece Alexander McQueen out fit. Ohh Killem I thought to myself............................Later that night :I felt like if I was going to go to any club it would be meek club his shit is popping plus it's a legit club no bullshit pops off up there only fun it's for the grown and sexy. Me, jazz, and kola was about to turn up. Jazz had some Fye curly weave in her head. She was wearing an all black Versace body con dress. Kola was rocking the fuck out this see threw lace jumpsuit with her natural long ponytail. These bitches was looking good. Kola ass was getting bigger with that tiny waist of hers. Girl what u eating I said playfully smacking her booty. Everything I see kola said laughing. Girl that big ole ass meek gone have to fuck some niggas up tonight jazz said. The line was long ass hell damn I didn't know twin club be pack like this I said. Yeah my bd shit be popping kola said. We walk up to the front of the line big z look at us and let us right in. We walk threw that bitch like we own it . We wasted no time hitting the dance floor the Dj was doing his thang. We had the dance floor on lock them twenty year old bitches Better take notes.. After dancing I finally went to the bar can I get a naked martini I said to the bartender. She poured me a glass and gave it to me. Damn why didn't u tell me u was gone be here tonight I turn around to see ace. She was the most sexiest stud ever in my eyes. I did forget to tell her my plans for my birthday. Sorry about that I said to her. Happy birthday she said sitting down next to me. Thanks I said drinking my drink. Let me get 3 shots of patron and 3 shots of henny ace told the bartender. The way she talk was so sexy I love her Bk accent I caught my self looking at her from time to time I admired her beautiful skin her perfect smile with that gap. Her thuggish tom boyish swag I don't know if it was the liquor but just looking at her was turning me on. You see some u like she said joking. I might I said. U should come home with me ace said. I look at her. We've been talking for two months and she seems like a good person but I don't think I was ready for all that. I don't think that's a good idea. What u don't trust me?. I didn't say that I said. Ight then why u so scared I won't bite i don't use teeth only tongue she said smiling.
