A week later: my mother had a small funeral it was no more than a hundred people who came to show their support. Lina and lance flew from school. They was devastated. My boys was sad too. And my girls they had so many questions. I was hurt my mom was doing perfectly fine and to just see her gone hurt so much. The girls was sitting over with their dad. meek sent me a long message saying some encouraging words that I needed to hear. My older brother kris flew in from st.louis with his wife and children. Krissy was in the front row crying her eyes if I was petty I would of told that bitch that she couldn't come but today wasn't about me. But I did want to know why Lola wanted me to stay away from Krissy. The only person that was missing was my other brother Karl who was still lock up I miss him so much. I held Byron Byron hand as he whisper in my ear telling me that I was gone be okay. Lina stood up To talk. Our mom
Lola was a very opinionated woman she spoke her mind even when u didn't want her too she told u just like it was. No one was there to witness the pain or the struggle that really happen but me and lance before coming back to Philly my mom was going threw a lot she was on drugs and we was homeless. It was so hard Lina said she started crying. It was so so hard. Rahmeek and Rahkeem stood up and held her Bringing tears to my eyes. Lance held on to my other hand. Then we move back to Philly and we came to my big sister kola for help although her and my mom had their own issues my sister let me and my brother move with her. By that time my mom told kola that she had cancer. We all was devastated I knew that my mom didn't have long to live but she prove me wrong that was five years ago she battle for five long years she was a strong woman I don't understand why she gave up so fast I know she could of fought this. But if it wasn't for kola none of this would be possible she's the one who manage to keep our family together she put me and lance threw college for four years she gave our family hope I never seen my mother so happy in her life and for that sister I will forever love you . She kiss Rahmeek and Rahkeem on the cheek. I love you guys. I wanna sing a song that my mom use to sing. It's called yesterday by Mary Mary. Lina start singing and I didn't know my lil sister could blow like that I stood up. She sung her heart out bringing everybody to their feets. Everybody start clapping. Yass baby she did that jazz said. Yass yass jamy said clapping. I didn't know u could sing I said giving her a hug. I kind of wanted to surprise u she said. U did and you are so good I love u so much Lina I love u too kola . After that we all got in the stretch limbo and drove to the the burial we said our final goodbyes then went to the repass which was held at a hall. The hall was decorated in gold which was Lola favorite color. We need to talk Krissy said walking up to me .
