A week later: yessss mmmm tone dont stop I was moaning . Im about to cum baby im about to cum soon I was cumming. I could feel the smile plastered across my face. I love u tone said. I love you too.. my alarm clock went off scaring the shit out of me. I reach over and turn it off. I look over to see if tone was still in bed I got up to see if he was in the bathroom I realized he wasnt in the bathroom or any room in the house it was a dream just another dream I broke down to my knees and cried. Five long years had went by and I still was not over it. My love why my love I would ask god over and over but I never got a answer. What did I do too deserve this pain it felt just like yesterday me loosing him me loosing one of my babies. Carrying three kids only two of them made it. I was suppose had two boys one girl but the bullet that hitted my stomach kilt one of my sons it hard dealing with this cause people say life must go on and they right but I have nightmares about it almost every day... antonio jr and angel was every memory of their father I told them everything about him I showed them pictures silly videos we made. Just like any other five year old they asked so many questions so many. And I had to answer them... after the wet dream I had got wet between my legs so I decided to take a shower. I strip out of my clothes and got in. the warm water hitted my body it felt so good I wash my body until I didnt feel like washing anymore. After getting out the shower I decide to start on breakfast. Cinnamon pancakes, steak and omelets. 30 minutes later breakfast was WV served. Angel and antonio come and eat. They came running down the stairs. Careful I said to them. They sat down and ate peacefully. Angel as usual broke the peace. Mom uncle rahmeek said that I come over today. Dang angel u always tryna ruin my plans u know im going over there today antonio said. I watch as they both went back and forth. My dark complexion had skip them cause they was high yellow like their father. With his long thick bushy eyebrows but got their good grade of hair from me. They looked like us both. Nobody over there is your age angel said. So what rahmeek and rahkeem lets me hang. Angel rolled her eyes your 5 they're 16. So what angel they're my big cousins duhh antonio said. Well uncle rahmeek said I could come angel said as she continue to eat her food. You irritating antonio said getting up to get him some to drink out the refrigerator. They reminded me so much of myself and meek cause we use to do the same shit. U dont even know what that means. Yea I do it's means you antonio said. Okay okay both of u close it now I said. Nobody is going over uncle rahmeek house yall go over there every chance yall get give him a break. But maaaaa my uncle said I can she said crying. I couldnt believe she was sitting up here crying. Angel denise davis u better be quiet. You are Unbelievable I said grabbing my iphone. I dialed meek number he answered on the first ringer. Rahmeek I said. Yea sis. Your niece is really over here crying cause I said she can't come over this weekend. And why would u tell her that . Cause she be at your house every week I just thought that u needed a break. U just jealous cause my neice loves me im on my way he said. I started laughing negro whatever I said before hanging up. Dry those crocodile tears your uncles on his way. Yayyyyyyy she said getting up and running upsatirs. Best to believe angel had that bag pack already. Shes an actress antonio shaking his head.I laughed at his comment. We all lived in the same area so it wouldn't take meek that long. Im going too antonio said going upstairs to get his bag. These kids are crazy I thought to myself. There was a knock on the door I got up to open it . I knew it was rahmeek but once opening it major was standing there. Hey beautiful he said smiling. Hey I said. I just was thinking about u wanted to see how u was doing. Major was so sweet and fine yess lord. Awwww thanks major I getting by I must say. Thats good u looking amazing I must say. Thanks I said trying not to blush. Meek pulled up. Angel and antonio was already running out the door. Angel gave me a hug and flew to meek car. So did antonio. Call u later sis meek said. Okay I said watching them drive off. Im not doing none u wanna come in I asked major. Sure he said coming inside. We both sat on the couch and talk. His conversation was so relax so soothing so reassuring just what I needed. He was an great listener. Exactly what I needed. .....
