Lola wasn't the best mom we all know that but for these last couple years she has really been a great grandmother. She has really showed me that she's change she was diagnosed with cancer five years ago but she's still hanging in there... Just a month ago she was on her death bed now she was back home. I brought her a home close to the girls schools so they can spend time with her sometimes. Coming into her house she was sitting on her couch watching her stories. Hey baby she said. Hey I said kissing her cheek. How u been? Oh I'm fine baby don't worry about me you just keep on praying and I will be fine she said smiling. She look at me kola u been crying ?. No I said lying straight threw my teeth. Kola sit down talk to me tell me what's wrong she said. I sat down. My life a mess if it wasn't for my kids I don't know what I would do . Rahkeem is a father now I blame myself I think if I would of kept a close eyes on my boys this wouldn't happen. Oh no don't u go blaming yourself child I kept a close eye on u but u still ending up pregnant u can't blame yourself. You're a phenomenal mother an excellent daughter I don't know what me and your brother or sister would of did if it wasn't for you. Kola u was the best thing that happen to us and for that I'm so grateful to have you as my child. Lola kind words had me crying I was so tired of trying to be perfect trying to live up to my name I had to accept that fact that I'm only human. Kola stop being so hard on yourself. I had a fight with meek girlfriend. Chile why u fighting u better leave that pretty face alone before it end up scarred up like mines. It wasn't like that I was only trying to talk to him and she push the wrong button and I just smack her. And meek he chose her over me I can't even believe him. So this is about meek Lola said. Yeah I mean no . Chile it's written all over your face your still in love with him she said. No I'm not I'm getting married to Byron I said trying to deny it. Yeah but meek still has your heart even with all the hurt he cause you baby u can't help who u love. Lola was right. I just want to put all this behind me I just wanted to talk to him it's like he don't care about me anymore I'm just his baby moms. But this is what u wanted kola . Yeah but not like this I wanted at least be able to call meek and talk to him I still wanted us to be friends . Sometimes things just don't work like that. Yeah I see now . Look at me running to my mother about my problems I said smiling. Yeah I'm glad u came I'm always here for u she said. Aw thanks I said . Do u need anything before I leave. No I'm okay she said. Have u talk to Lana and lance ?. Yeah yesterday they doing good they both loving college life . That's wonderful I can't wait to see them. Have you talk to your other daughter I said referring to Krissy. Yeah more like argued . What happen I said to her. She was asking me some money I told her I didn't have it she asked me to ask u for it. Why is she asking you for money don't she have her own I said rolling my eyes. Child that's what I said then she got upset called me all types of bitches. Are u freaking kidding me my voice was loud i was so mad. It's okay baby it's okay kola said. No it's not I said coming to her defense . I can't wait to run into Krissy! Kola I'm telling u as your mother please stay away from Krissy! Please just stay away from her. are u trying to tell me some? Just stay away from her Lola said serious as a heart attack !.
