Once making it back to one of my spots Jackie had so many question for me but it still was some that I couldn't answer . I just can't believe your alive she just kept looking at me. Tone I missed u so much. I miss u too I said looking at her she was still beautiful. Look Jackie I need you to keep this between us u can't tell anybody that I'm alive. Your secret is safe with me she said. Can I get a t shirt so I can take a shower?. I tossed her one of my tshirts and she went to take a shower. My next plan was to get the fuck out of Dominican Republic before shit get to hectic I couldn't involve Jackie into my life I didn't want her life to be in danger. All type of thoughts was running threw my head. I lit my blunt and began smoking. This was harder than I thought trying to keep this new life a secret was hard I wanted to be back in the states with my family I have miss out on five long years and I can't get Them years back I thought about this shit everyday I was so close to getting what I needed done so close. 20 minutes later Jackie came out with my big tshirt on her she sat down on the bed. U got some wine or some I need to drink it's been a long day she said. I got up and poured her some Moët I watch as she drunk it. Jackie was so beautiful her dark skin was always glowing her soft hair curly hair made her look exotic . She caught me looking at her she smile. I got up and went to shower today has been crazy I'm glad I made it threw another 24 hours now I got to wake up and do it all again. Once getting out the shower I dried off and wrap the towel around my lower body. Walking back into the room Jackie had rolled up some of my weed and was smoking. her eyes was low ass hell making her look even sexier. Damn u couldn't wait for a nigga I said joking as I flop down on the bed sitting next to her. Pass that shit I said. She took two more pulls then pass it. This reminds me of the days I was lock up and u use to get a nigga high I said. Yeah I remember those days she said. I think about a lot of shit everyday I really wish things could of been different I said. Me too Antonio I never stop thinking about u as funny as it sound u made me happy I was miserable before I met u once u and meek came into that prison y'all made my life more easier. Damn really I said sounding shock. Yes Jackie said. So u had feelings for me I said looking at Jackie. Of course I didn't know u and jamy was involve I found out after your death. So how is you and jamy relationship. We don't have one she already had it in her mind that she didn't want none to do with me. Damn that sound just like jamy I said. So what about u and meek?. Man we are so close I love that man . Damn it's like I'm missing out on everything man this is so fucked up I ain't even get to meet my kids I miss my family this shit is crazy. I can't even imagine what your going threw. Yeah man I'm hurting. Jackie grab my hand. Antonio I'm here for you I'm always going to be here just tell me what u want me to do I felt her soft lips on my mines. I ain't gone lie I kiss her back her lips felt good. Her tongue was deep inside my mouth. I felt my dick rising threw the towel. Antonio make love to me she said moaning in my ear. That shit drove me crazy as bad as I wanted too I just couldn't I couldn't have that on my conscious jamy was the love of my life still I couldn't sleep with her sister. I can't we can't I said grabbing her. I look Into her brown eyes. I love u Jackie but I'm in love with jamy I can't do this. U right Antonio I was totally out of line. Naw I was too. Sorry she said . No need to apologize we both knew what we was doing. Imma let u sleep in the bed i will crash on the couch. No I won't feel comfortable with that just come lay in bed I won't try none she said joking. I laughed at her joke and got in bed. She snuggle up next to me. 10 minutes later she was knocked out on me. I watch as she slept. If I didn't still love jamy I definitely would be with Jackie..... EARLY IN THE A.m. I had a couple important runs I had to make I didn't want to leave Jackie by herself but I had too. Jackie I said waking her up . She was a beauty getting out her sleep . Yea she said looking at me. I'm about to make a run do not leave out the door, the refrigerator is full of food. Okay she said. Ight I will be back I kiss her cheek before leaving out. I meet up with my team I've been working with them every since I fake my death I needed help bringing down that nigga cash and to find out he's a lot closer to me than I thought that's why I had to be five steps ahead of him once I bring him down I was leaving and going back to the states to bring down the Santiago crew then I was going home with my family that's was the choice I was given I had to fake my death just to bring them down or they was gone kill me and my family. It was just that and I did what I had to do. Four hours later I went back to my spot. Some just didn't seem right I don't know why but it didn't I open my door and call Jackie name I could hear the shower running she must be in the shower. Before going up stairs I went into the kitchen to grab some to drink after drinking some kool aid I walk upstairs and went inside my room. My room was fucked up everything I was every where it looked like a tornado had hit it what the fuck happen I said running into the bathroom I stumble over Jackie body laying on the floor she was naked laying on her stomach Jackie I said picking her up blood was all over me she wasn't responding I finally turn her to face me she had a bullet hole in the middle of her head. I lost it I couldn't believe Jackie was dead.
