The last time I updated this book it was April 30th the next day I got a some news that broke my heart into pieces may 1st is one of the worse days of my life my brother china man was murder over east my fucking heart is broken I don't understand why they did this to us china man was a part of my life since I was 11 he I loved him like he was blood fuck that blood didn't make us family loyalty did love did we grew up together we slept in the same bed together I can't believe that when I wake up he not here I won't be able to see that smile hear that laugh I'm just so angry that they took him away from me whyyyyyyyyy I need him he need to be getting on my nerves my brother is gone and this shit hurts soooooooooooooooo bad I just want him I can't get over this I am chinao keeper his legacy lives with my forever I can't forget about bro I love him so much he loves threw me this pain will never go away cause I will never get to see him again I'm not going to question god I will forever ever ever ever ever love kelvin Davis I just want him to come back is that possible? they say anything is possible .
