Meagan: my freshmen year in n college was suppose to one of the funniest time. But it wasnt I have been slacking so bad not even focusing on shit but rahkeem yeah I said it me and him have secretly been in a two year relationship started when he was 14 and I was 16. But the sex didnt happen until I made 18 which was in december. he took my v card. We was all good he was calling me everyday.. texting me good mornings. Now he barely calls me. I tried my best not to text him or call him but it didnt help he was all I thought about I missed his tall black ass always smacking my ass I miss those perfect white teeths and those dimples when he smiled. And the sex my god he was packing at 16. It was a friday night and I was coop in the house while my college friends was at a party.. I decided to text my boyfriend.. my fucking headache: look I cant even tell u that im okay cause im not I haven't been feeling like myself lately u use to listen too all my problem but now its like u became one of my biggest problems. I love u man but I cant keep doing this shit I understand we both young but Im not feeling like we on the same page at this point I feel I love u frfr man but It's seems like the feelings ain't mutual at this point I feel so alone my dad has been acting weird my momma don't even care about shit but money so I'm alone and I thought if nobody had my back u would have it but again u only 16 so I understand this will be my last time texting u enjoy your life...I threw my phone on my bed and decided to take a hot shower after washing and rinsing for 15 minutes I finally got out and dried my body off. Throwing on a tank top and slipping into some love pink booty shorts I lotion my body then went Back into the living room and grabbed my phone and of course he didn't text back.. I had a couple messages from other people but I didn't even response. I threw my phone back on the couch and decided to catch up on some love and hip hop episode . I heard keys the only person who had keys to my apartment was my dad and Rahkeem and my BestFriend shonie.. The door finally open and it was Rahkeem... He had UGG bags, Love pink bags, fifth saks bags and flowers I was tryna front like I didn't care that he came in with all the stuff but in reality my ass was geek. He closed the door with his feet. He came into the living room and sat the gifts on my table.. I'm not even gone say shit about that dumb ass text message I understand I haven't been the best boyfriend but u need too chill I could see the seriousness on his face he looked just like his daddy. I didn't even say shit I just continue to watch tv. He took off his white Tim's and his Pelle Pelle. He turn the tv off. Man Meagan stop playing with me u didn't send that dumb ass message for none. Wasn't shit dumb about my message. U think I don't have your back! I have shit going on too I'm stress the fuck out too my granny is on her death bed she hasn't been the best granny but for five years straight she's tried. I'm 16 and I'm dealing with a lot of shit I'm not the best boyfriend but I'm trying. I stood up to face him. Bae I'm sorry I'm sorry I said hugging his waist. I love u Rahkeem. I'm sorry too and I love u more.. Rahkeem kissed me. Bae I'm pregnant I said looking at him..
