Your My First Kiss

Chapter 23

You sat on your bed after you woke up from passed out.You were scared.Really scared.Your past haunt you again.It's been a while since you dream about the fire accident.But,now you had them again."It's all because of him.If he didn't ask me about it,I won't dream about it.",you said to yourself.Then,you lose control of your body.
You stand up from your bed and walk downstairs.You head towards the kitchen.You look around and saw what you want.Knives.You grab one and walk slowly back upstairs.
You walk like a woman who possesed by a ghost.You walk towards his office room and open the door.You saw him sleeping with his head on the table.You walk towards him slowly.You stop right in front of him.You grin."I won't suffer anymore",you said.You hold the knife up with the blade towards down and aim at Chen who still sleeping.
"I'm sorry",you whisper.He heard a voice.He open his eyes and quickly look up and his eyes saw you standing in front of him with a knife in your hand.He quickly move away when you try to stab him."Mia,stop!",he said as he fell on the floor from his chair."You!! If only you didn't ask about it,I would let it go",you scream.Chen was flustered."Mia!Calm down.You're not in your right mind",he said as he stand up."I lost my mind two years ago.",you said.Tears fell from your eyes...
"People call me a killer eventhough I'm not.But today,I will be a killer.If I don't get to kill you.....",you said and sobs."Then,I'll kill myself",you add and hold the knife to your neck.
"Mia!Calm down.Please",he beg you.You keep crying."I can't live like this anymore",you said and move your hand to cut your neck but he quickly reached for your hand and throw the knife away.You both struggled.You struggled to reach for the knife while he struggle to throw the knife farther.
When you reached the knife,he grab it from you.But he holds at the blade causes his hand to bleed.He try his hard to get it away from your hand.Blood starts to flow more and more.But he ignore the pain.He gain his strength and with one move,he success in throwing away the knife.He walk to you and slapped you again.You were shocked.
Finally,your sense came again.You look at him.And look at his palm."What have I done?",you saw his palm bleeding."I'm sorry.I'm so sorry",you said."It's okay.I'll just wrap it with some bandage and it'll be fine.",he said."No!I'll do it",you said and quickly walk to your room to take a first aid kit.Then,you walk back to his office."Let's go to your room.",you hold his wrist and bring him to his room.
"Sit down",you order him.He sat down on his bed.You sat next to him.You took out the things you need to clean his palm.
He look at you.You head slowly get lower while your hand still moving.He try to look at your face but you block his view by lowering your head.He then feel tears fell on his palm that you're cleaning.You sob slowly.
"Don't cry.",he said as he hold you chin and raise your head.He saw your eyes were red and it was swollen.You look at him."Can't you tell me what happened?",he said softly.