Is It Love?

You Are Alive

Taehyung's pov:

Did I got my hallucinations back. Is it really her. Is it really my Mina. It is not a dream right?

Jin: You know my mom?

Mom? So it is really mina. She is not dead. She is alive. I-I can't believe this. All along I am suffering not knowing the truth. My minari is alive.

I couldn't able to control my tears.

Jin: Uncle why are you crying? Are you hurt?

If he is her son is he my son?

I tried to touch his face but a hand dragged jin from me and she started running away from me.

Before I am back to my senses and act accordingly they left me. I ran in the same way but I couldn't find them anywhere. I lost them again. It is very frustrating that I can't take it anymore and shouted with all my strength.

Tae: MINAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

Instead of response all I got is weird stares from passers-by. I searched till night but there is no use. I slowly dragged my tierd body to hotel and called my friend to ask for suggestions.

Rm: Hello? Tae?

Tae: I saw her.

Rm: who?

Tae: I saw mina here in Japan.

Rm: T-tae. You are having hallucinations again? You know right she is de-

Tae:*shouting* No!! She is not dead. I really saw her. I saw her with a kid. She is mina. As soon as she saw me she ran from me. It is not hallucination.

A few seconds silence made me sad.

Tae: *crying* Namjoon. Please believe me. I spend some time with her kid. I touched him. It is not hallucinations. Mina is still alive.

Rm: I believe in you.

Those words gave me hope.

Rm: I kind of felt that her family tried to hide it from us for her own good. None of us saw her dying and there is no proof of her death. We only know it from her parents. There is a possibility that they lied but-

Tae: what?

Rm: jihyo said she had blood cancer. It is hard for her to live unless she get matching donar but none of her family matched with her.

What he said makes sense. The possibilities are very low. Does it mean she is just my hallucination?

Rm: But you mentioned her son. Right?

Tae: Yes. He looked more like her mature and calm personality.

Rm: Maybe her son is the donar.

Tae: I have a doubt that he is my son.

Rm: are you sure?

Tae: I am - I don't know. But I felt so connected with him.

Rm: We have to find out more. Are you able to get to know where she lived or anything else more about her.

Tae: *low tone*No

Rm: *shigh* Try to remember tae. You said you spent some time with her son. Did you observe anything? Try hard to remember.

I started revisiting the entire conversation between jin and me. Then it striked me

Tae: H-he is in a school uniform and the school name is written in English. It is something named as angles. I think "little angles".

Rm: Good. Now I think it is a school in the same area.

Tae: How are sure? What if it is from different place but they came here on vacation?

Rm: *shigh* I think your intelligence stooped low because you saw mina. No parent will dress their child in uniform on their vacation. I am certain they are natives their and came to market right after his school ended.

All he said makes sense. Then there is possibility that I can find them if I find the school.

Rm: I think you know what to do?

Tae: Yes. I will find them this time.

Rm: Good. But be careful. I don't think things will go as smooth as you wanted.

Yes. I know what he meant. She literally is hiding from me for so long. Just because I met her again doesn't change her opinion on me. I need to prove that I changed.

Tae: I will.

NEXT DAY

With the help of Rm and Aito I was able to find the school. Now all I need to do is to find jin.

I stood before the school gate waiting for it to end. While standing there I started to have strange thoughts. Why did she lied to me, to our friends? What happened to her these past years? Is she fine? Does she have someone? Do I still have a chance? Who is jin? Is he really my son? B-but how did it happened?

I reminded the day that I broke up with her. Placing my hand on my temple I thought what I did to her. She absolutely hates me. Right?

As I am in my thoughts a familiar voice distracted me.

Jin: Mr. Tae. What are you doing here?

Jin called me with little surprise as soon as he saw me.

Bending to his length looking at his eyes i spoke.

Tae: Jin. Is it okay if I take some of your time. I want to talk with you.

I thought he will be surprised but strangely he gave me a understanding look.

Jin: Is it about my mother?

I think he knows my intensions. There is no point in denying the truth now. I nodded to his question saying "yes".

Jin: Okay.