Is It Love?

Let It Out

MINA'S POV :

I didn't receive a single text from Taehyung and he didn't replied to my texts. I tried calling him few times but he didn't answer. Maybe he is busy spending time with his mother. I wonder how his parents are like. He never opened up about his family and I never dared to ask him. I am scared of what if he thinks I am nuisance and breaks up with me.

With all these thoughts I went to my dorm. I saw tzuyu watching TV shows. I went to my room to bring the game that jungkook asked and gave it to tzuyu.

Mina: jungkook asked me to give it to you. You are meeting him tomorrow right?

Tzuyu : yeah!! I will give it to him.

I look around to find jihyo. I haven't got free time alone with her after her break up.

Mina: Where is jihyo?

Tzuyu : I saw her going to terrace. She looked a bit down.

I nodded and head to where jihyo is. I saw her laying on a open table that we usually use for gatherings, looking up to sky and thinking about something. Without disturbing her I followed her and laid down beside her looking at sky.

Jihyo: What are doing?

She asked without looking at me.

Mina: What are you doing here all alone?

Jihyo : I wanted to have some free time. I have so much to think right now.

Mina: Is it about Daniel?

I heard her sighing. I turned my head to look at her side profile.

Jihyo : I finally told my parents about why I wanted to end the engagement.

Mina : what did they say?

Jihyo : They felt sad that it happened and agreed with my decision.

Mina: Ohh!! Isn't it good?

She tilted her looking into my eyes.

Jihyo : yes it is. But what is good in it?

I didn't understand what she is pointing at?

Mina : what do you mean?

She looked at sky again saying

Jihyo : Is it a good thing that I found out Daniel is cheating? Is it a good thing that I ended our relationship that I wanted to never end? Is it a good thing I am hurting myself because I love him so much? Is it a good thing that I started feeling insecure about my self? Is it a good thing that I might never trust anyone in future?

For the first time ever I saw jihyo weak and crying for herself. I hugged her expecting to comfort her but I don't even know what to say.

Mina: I am sorry.

Jihyo : why? What did you do?

Mina: If you didn't came along with me maybe you won't be suffering right now.

She laughs and release the hug looking at me.

Jihyo : It is true maybe everything that I am suffering wouldn't be happening right now but there is no guarantee that it won't happen in future. To be frank I am thankful to your boyfriend. If I were to find his affair after our marriage maybe I will never be able to recover. Thanks to him I got a second chance. From today I don't want to suffer anymore. I want to give second chance to myself. I want to be more strong.

Hearing her words is giving a comfort to me.

Jihyo: Let's leave this topic. Tell me about yourself. How is your relationship with Taehyung.

I chuckled thinking about my relationship.

Mina: To be frank I am happy. Happy that he showers all his love. Everything is going too smooth which makes me scared. I am trying to brace myself for the worst. I hope you know what I mean.

I said looking at sky.

Jihyo : I am not in a state to give any suggestions but I can tell you one thing.

I looked at her expecting for what she is going to say

Jihyo : You are too beautiful to breakup. I think he will change his thoughts for you.

We both stared at each other for a while and all of a sudden started laughing.

Mina: *Hahaha *  you know how to play jokes even when you are down.

Jihyo: *hahaha* No. It is not a joke.

Mina: don't lie. If it is not we won't be laughing right now.

Jihyo : No. If I were him I won't be leaving you. Not in this life.

We took our time talking about so many things and laughing loud. It is 10Pm righ now. Everyone had dinner by the time we came down. Both jihyo and I sat to have dinner but I heard a notification bell from my phone. Looking at the message made me worry a bit.

Jihyo : What is it?

Mina: I need to go right now. You have your dinner. I will come late.

Without waiting for her answer I went out waiting for a cab to head to Taehyung house.

His messgae is giving me mixed feelings.

Tae: Could you come to my room right now. I need to see you now.

What is it about? Did something happened with his mother? Is he asking me to come over his place to introduce to his family or is he going to breakup with me?

I hope it is not the last one. As soon as I reached his place I knocked on his door waiting for him to open. No one answered for a while. I took my phone to call him but stopped as I heard door opening sound.

Mina: Finally. Why are you..

I got cut from talking as he grabbed me inside and closed the door. Before I open my mouth he closed it with his lips.