Is It Love?

Confession

MINA'S POV :

After the date I went back to my dorm. When I went in I found all my roommates are waiting for me.

Jihyo: Guys!! She is back.

I slowly went to sofa and laid my head on sana's lap while others slowly surrounded me.

Momo: How is your date?

I smiled remembering how it went. It is beautiful. After the graffiti art we both went to play games. He some how figured out that I like games. I poured all my frustrations in the games so that I can get my revenge at atleast in games. I won 7 rounds out of 10. I was so happy that for a while I forget how irritated I am with him.

Mina: It is good I guess

Sana: you guys had fun?

Mina: maybe

It is silent for a bit.

Tzuyu : You don't love him?

Do I like him? Yes, I do. But do I love him? No, I don't know.

Mina: I don't know.

I closed my eyes thinking what should I do. Is it okay for me to tell them. Is it okay if I ask their advice. Will they judge me?

Jihyo: You know mina. You can tell us anything you want. We will never judge you.

I shighed and opened my eyes. I lift my body from sana's lap and sat straight looking down while fidgeting my fingers.

Mina: I really like Taehyung.

Jihyo: isn't it good. He also likes you. You both confessed your feelings. Now you both are together.

Mina: Yes. It is good. I thought the same while I confessed to him. I wanted to have love that lasts forever. But it is not the same for him.

Slowly tears started forming in my eyes.

Momo: Did he cheat on you?

Mina: No!! He won't do that. He really loves me.

Nayeon : Then what is the problem.

Mina: H-he said he can't love me for his entire life.

Jeongyeon : what does that mean.?

I can't control my tears. I started crying and explained everything to them. From the game we played to pick my boyfriend to the day he said he won't love for life long.

Jeongyeon : That man has some serious issues. How in the world you fell for him?

I wish I knew the answer but sadly I don't.

Tzuyu : Do you still love him?

Mina: I don't know. I really like to be with him. When ever we are together I can feel something different inside me. But when I remember what he said, I feel like an idiot. I don't want to love him. But I can't stop myself from loving him.

Jihyo: I think it's better to keep some distance from now onwards. It might be difficult in the beginning but you will get to used for it after a while.

I slowly nodded saying okay. I am glad that I have such amazing friends. I wonder what happens to me if they are not with me. We group hugged each other before going to sleep. I wish tomorrow to be a happy day. With that I slowly drifted to my sleep.

NEXT DAY

Now I am in cafateri with my roommates and their friends and boyfriends. Taehyung is still not here so I can have some peaceful lunch. He kept on talking to me for the entire morning session while I am ignoring him. I felt so hurt with my own actions, I wonder how would he feel?