[Entry 6-----]
Kim’s POV:---
Yes! Uwian na. napakadaming nangyare ngayong araw. Kamusta naman kaya si Mhae? Hmmmm. Di ko man lang narinig ung boses niya sa conference call kanina. For sure nasaktan siya sa mga narinig sa conversation namin ni James.
Speaking of James… Actually, I like him naman eh. Di ko lang alam kung bakit ayoko sa kanya. (Gulo ng lahi ko noh?) Kasi naman…parang may something na humihila sakin palayo sa kanya. Parang may mali kasi eh.
Nakilala ko siya one time nung nakatext ko ung pinsan niyang si Ann. Nagkita na kami ni Ann before when we had our BULPRISA (Bulacan Private Sports Association) in their school. Nakalaban ko siya one time sa isang Tennis Event. We’ve been super doper close for three days at that time and, dumating din ung time na may pinagbigyan siya ng number ko. Sabi niya it’s her cousin. At yun na si James.
Gaya ng iba, getting to know each other kami sa umpisa. When I first heard his voice, gurabeeeeee! Ang cute ng boses niya. Like an angel. Kakaiba, it’s cute. Di normal ung ganung boses sa mga lalaki. Malamig pero maganda. Ang sweet ng pagka-mellow ng voice niya and…basta maganda!
But then, sa modern globalization ngayon, siya pa lang ata ang nakilala kong wala ni isang account. May binigay lang siya saking isang account,pero sa isa niya daw ung pinsan. That is Jelai Cabalugs. I looked at that account, and searched for his picture. I saw a guy on one of the album published there. He’s totally a guy. He is tall, black, and handsome. His eyes, nose and lips are all nice. Cute siya. Bumagay sa boses niya. Di nakapagtatakang maraming nagkakagusto sa kanya sa school nila.
He is studying t Arellano University at Malabon that time. Super doooper layo. Ni hindi niya nga raw magawang makapunta dito sa Bulacan kahit taga rito ung mga pinsan niya. Yun ung reason kung bakit hindi naming magawang magkita personally. He said, he is too busy on his studies. Running for valedictorian kasi siya sa school nila.
He is totally perfect for me but, parang may kakaiba talaga na hindi ko alam. I guess, in short, wala pa akong tiwala sa kanya sa ngayon. Siguro I will trust him kapag nagkita na kami.
I don’t have any boyfriend right now kasi dead na deads din ako kay James but, I don’t want to ruin the love story of my bestfriend, si Raquel. Sila na kasi 3 months ago, pero naputol ung communication nila one time na nadukutan si Raquel. I’m one the reason kung bakit naging sila. I gave the digits of Raquel to James like what I did to Mhae. Naging tulay nila ako in a way na ayoko. I mean it, nasaktan ako simula nung naging sila ni Raquel. But what can I do? Sirain sila habang tinutulungang maging sila? Hanurawdaw?
Wala na kong nagawa kundi tanggapin na sila na. Move on. Ganun.
But, I can’t imagine how James still flirting with me. Nung nawalan sila ng communication ni Raquel, bumalik siya sakin. He said, he loves me. He’s still courting me through text and calls. Nakakairita minsan dahil di man lang siya nakakaintindi ng AYAW at HINDI. That’s why, I gave him another number para pagtuunan niya ng pansin at din a ko kulitin. Yun na ung kay Mhae.
I don’t have any idea na niligawan din pala niya si Mhae. He’s so freak! But I guess, it’s my fault. i need to express my apologize to them. Nakakahiya, but ito ung dapat.
I want to talk to Mhae first dahil siya ung walang kaalam-alam. Then, si Raquel. And lastly, ung James na un. Then afterwards, I need to stop my communication with them para wala ng mangugulo sa kanila.
Tama na, andami ko ng chika. xD Pwede na ba akong umuwi? Hehehe.
Finally at home!
Time to take a rest na.
Napakaming nangyari today.
Sorry guys! I think it’s my fault.
Text2 na, di kita snob
PROMISE! :)
GroupMessage
-Kim Carell
After kong mag-gm, dumiretso na ko sa kwarto ko at ginawa ang dapat gawin. Siyempre, hagis bag, tanggal blouse, tanggal skirt. Suot shirt and suot short. Tapos suklay suklay, pulbo pulbo. Then, humiga na ko sa kama para makapagpahinga.
“Habambuhay,
ikaw at ako ang magkasama
Sa hirap at ginhawa
Habambuhay,
Sumpa ko ikaw lang walang iba
Pangako ko ito,
Habambuhay…”
J A M E S C A L L I N G
“Sakto! Kailangan naming mag-usap.”
Kim/James: Hello, we need to talk.
(So, kailangang sabay?)
Kim/James: You first.
Kim: No, me first.
James: Ako muna please.
Kim/James: Please?
(Tsk.)
Kim/James: Di, ako na. it’ll rather be important.
(Hayyysss, ayaw magpaawat?)
James: Sige na nga, ikaw na.
Kim: Okay, ako na nga. Thanks. Ahm, James… I apologized on what happened a while ago in our conference. So sorry. Nasira ko kayo.
James: it’s okay honey. I’m so sorry for not setting you free. Masyado akong nagpakamartir sayo. Guess, it’s time for me to take you off. I also need Raquel to be set as free and I want to focus myself to Mhae.
(Huwaaw, ouchie.)
Kim: Guess you’re right. Very well, go ahead. Call her and tell that you love her very much.
James: I will.
--tut tut tut--
I didn’t expect for this. Kala ko… kala ko… T.T
Wala, di ko na isshare sa inyo.
"All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come aroundI've been giving out chances every timeAnd all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this longBaby but I figured you outAnd you're thinking we'll be fine againBut not this time around
You don't have to call anymoreI won't pick up the phoneThis is the last strawDon't wanna hurt anymore
And you can say that you're sorryBut I don't believe you babyLike I did beforeYou're not sorry, no, no, no, no
Looking so innocentI might believe you if I didn't knowCould've loved you all my lifeIf you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secretsAnd I'm tired of being last to knowAnd now you're asking me to listenCause it's worked each time before
But you don't have to call anymoreI won't pick up the phoneThis is the last strawDon't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorryBut I don't believe you babyLike I did beforeYou're not sorry, no, no, ohYou're not sorry, no, no, oh
You had me falling for you honeyAnd it never would've gone away, noYou used to shine so brightBut I watched all of it fade
So you don't have to call anymoreI won't pick up the phoneThis is the last strawThere's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorryBut I don't believe you babyLike I did beforeYou're not sorry, no, no, ohYou're not sorry, no, no, ohNo, oh, no, oh, no ohWhoa, no, no"
YOU'RE NOT SORRY by Taylor Swift
