Good Bye For Now

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Ok so I'm going through the process of saying bye to my dad. No he's not dead, even though it seems like he is, my mom and I are moving away. We are going back to our hometown. My dad is staying in the house, we got an apartment. My mom told my best friend about the move, and I haven't heard anything from her, not really caring though. My life is all kinds of fucked up. I'm just going to say it like that, because that's how it is. I am really stressed. I haven't been sleeping for a while, it's mostly tossing and turning. I'm tired, getting more aggressive, becoming more of a bitch, and I almost cursed out my mom, grandmother, teacher, and dad. My sleep has been all kinds of messed up and I am not liking it. 

I'm planning towards college and if I don't get my grades up before reportcards, I'm being pulled out of school. I don't want to but I lost my motive. I don't have any one person to compete with. I'm really stressed. So I'm putting off writing for a while, I'm not getting on wattpad, facebook, instagram, polyvore, or any of my other social medias, I need to get my life together. I might have to quit drill team for a while so I can get the extra study hours. I'm in a routine and I'm the starting point. My family is all kinds of shitty. I can't have people to stop talking about the moving and each time they do, I practically yell for them to stop. It's like I'm invisible. So, until I get my life together, I won't be writing, modelling, singing, dancing, acting, or anything. Just listening to music and fixing my life. I need to get organized and start over. 

So, I'm going to post one more tip and that's the last one for now. 

-Taylor, not Katy

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