Not a Dream 18+ (REVISING)

03

Walking around in this dark night. I found a rooftop. Sungjae and joy was behind me awhile ago, now I don't know where they are.

The cool breeze hugs my body, I covered my self using my hands. Taehyung finally stopped texting me and now, I am peaceful.

I hold the railings tight when I walk at the edge. I love being in between life and death. One wrong move, It'll end my life.

I close my eyes and slowly let go of the railings. I feel like flying, I feel free.

I was enjoying the feeling when suddenly, someone lifted me up. What the fuck?!

"What the hell are you doing?!" He yelled at me. It's taehyung again, why is he always around?

"I should be the one asking you that, what the fuck is wrong with you?!" I shouted back. Why is he everywhere?

"Woman, stop swearing I just saved your life." why is he always acting as if I am younger the him? For Pete's sake I am older!

"You didn't save anyone, kid." I was about to comeback to my spot when he pulled me in his embrace.

"I don't know what's your problem or how hard life has been but don't do this." I tried to go out of his embrace but he is way stronger than me. "And I'm not ready to see someone take their life infront of me." I frown, what the actual fuck?

"Let go of me. I am not suicidal!"I push him hard, enough for him to move an inch. "No one is dying infront of you."

"Then why are you at the edge? Why did you let go of the railings?" He paused, something must've clicked on his mind. "And also at the bar. You said you'll celebrate at someone's death when I told you to celebrate on someone's victory to get yours. What about those?" I hissed, he shouldn't care. No matter what I do or what I say, it should never be his business.

"Yes I want to die, but not this way okay? I want to die but I won't commit suicide. No matter how I hate living, I shouldn't take my life because it's still a blessing and a gift from God. My mom had a hard time raising me. If living somehow shows gratefulness, then I'll do it."

He didn't say a thing so I left him there. I kept on walking away when he is around while he kept on showing himself to me wherever I go. Can't he see? I don't want him around.

I am staying alone at our place when someone knock on the door. I stand up to open it.

The moment I had a glimpse of who it is, I immediately close it, but again, he is way stronger so i wasnt able to close it.

"What do you need?" I asked. He smile brightly like a child. Who would have thought that this person infront of me is also a pervert, doing his thing while talking to me on the phone. He is seriously cute this way, and that, i won't deny.

"You said you have your boyfriend but I don't care. He is not here so I don't consider him as real."

He open the door wider, enough for him to enter, i just let him in. I wont win with him anyway.

"I told you, I have." I said as I sat at the sofa.

"If you have then where is he?" he look around. "This room is different from the other room, I thought they are all the same."

"I told you, he's busy." he look at me before sitting infront of me.

"If I am your boyfriend, I wouldn't let you go alone, wearing whatever you want, drinking on a bar, and putting your life in the line." I look away. That's exactly how yoongi is, when we were still together. "Okay, show a picture of him to me."