Not a Dream 18+ (REVISING)

Special Chapter (1.2)

Taehyung is back again at the sofa with her but unlike before kneeling down, he is now resting his head on her lap while hugging her on the waist.

"Do you still want me to ask questions?" wendy asked while playing with his hair.

"Yes please." He answered.

"How is the dare works? I need to understand why you want it so bad. I need to know if it benefitted you."

She was used, that's given and that fact will never change, now she needs to know the what he got for doing such.

"I got my freedom. I was living on that island from the day I was born till that day I won that dare."

"Wait, isn't that pathetic? Did your parents asked you to break girl's heart in exchange of freedom? What the fuck?!" She is furious, she can't believe what she just heard.

The only time she met his parents is the day of their wedding but she wasn't able to have time with them since they flew overseas the other day. They' re kind, they love their grand daughter, they treat her well, they even send her daughter gifts every months but hearing what taehyung said, she just want to keep her daughter with her for now.

"No no no. Chill wife, mom and dad isn't like that, it's us." He said. "Our parents are working overseas while that island is a family business so it's us who will manage that. They promised that time will come when we will have our freedom but I don't believed in that, no one believes on that. Life there is beautiful not until Irene left. Her leaving made me realized that I am a prisoner. What used to be a paradise felt like a prison for I don't have a choice but to stay. We're six, three will leave and live the life they want outside that island while the other manage that place. Jungkook, Jimin and I knows what ahead of us but unlike them, I can't accept that. I want to have control of my life, I want to do everything I want." He pause for awhile before continuing. "Namjoon hyung was supposed to be the one to leave that year but he isn't ready yet so we made a dare, a dare no one expected to be successful because yeah, everything are too harsh. They were so sure that I will not make it, they just enjoyed watching me like a movie but with a predictable ending because unlike me, their first impression of you is hard that's why when it became a success, they were shock. I got my freedom while Jimin, jungkook and Hoseok hyung stays there up until now."

Wherever this talk leads, taehyung is prepared. He knows that after this he needs to do something to make it up to her even though he don't know what to do exactly, what he only know is that, he can do whatever it is for her.

For tonight she just need to ask and he just need to answer sincerely then tomorrow and for the rest of their lives together, he will make sure to make her feel nothing but loved.

"I am not blaming anyone from your family but not having parents by your side as you grew up affected how you made decisions in your life. In a very young age you made decisions by your own, you tried to distinguish what's right from wrong which is very hard because you'll get confuse with things that feels right but are actually wrong. But after all, I'm glad you were able recognized what you did wrong in the past."

His wife will forever amaze him. Since the first time he saw her until now, he can't help but to wonder how on earth is it possible to have a human like this, she is unique, she creates her own definition of perfection. She can't be real.

"I aways thanks God for giving me a lifetime with you, this is what I freaking want and need but after prayinf, I always ask myself, am I really the one for you? Cause you deserve so much better than me. You're amazing, wife, so amazing."

Tonight is like a roller coaster for her feelings. He makes her feel disappointed because of the past but then flutter her heart with what he have in mind in the present.