Not a Dream 18+ (REVISING)

07

I look at light, she is now fine, I'm now relieved. She's sleeping peacefully, no matter what happen, I won't let her lose her peace. I promise to make her the happiest.

I smile when she chuckle, right baby, dream of something beautiful, only beautiful.

"I'm gonna get some of her stuff, do you need something?" I asked grandma.

"Just my phone, and please get some clothes for me as well." I nodded.

I gave light a peck on her forehead. When I turned around, I saw yoongi. Right, he is still here.

"Thank you, you can now leave." I said. I was about to open the door when he suddenly stand up and open it for me.

"I'll accompany you." I shook my head.

"Thank you for helping me awhile ago and for trying to help me again but I can manage." I said before leaving.

I sigh when I felt him walking behind me. I can't believe that he is really here.

"Is that your child?" he asked. I didn't hesitate to nod my head. Light is the best thing that ever happened to me, there's no way I will deny her to anyone, not even to him. "She's beautiful. She look exactly like you." He said. We enter the elevator and it is covered with mirrors. Damn it, it's uncomfortable. "Who's the father?" He asked.

I hate that I can still remember him, every part of him. His eyes, nose, lips, they are still clear on my mind.

"I don't know." I said. From the mirror, I saw how his expression changed. Do I look pitiful? Cause if yes then that's not true, I am completely fine. I dont need anyone. Not even the father of my child.

"You don't know who he is?" He asked.

"I know who he is but I don't where he is. Well, he has no plan of showing himself so why bother?"

When we reached outside, I thanked him once again. I am waiting for taxi, ignoring his presence when suddenly, he said something I didn't expect.

"I miss you. I know it's sudden that I am saying this but I want you to know that I never stopped loving you. I am still madly inlove and I don't think I will forget how loving you feels. I love you." I gulp with what he said. I don't know how to react. "I know I've been gone for so long, there's a big possibility that someone took my place already but I just want you to know that I am still here."

"You're married. Stop saying such." I said. Whatever he said and what he is going to say won't be valid anymore, he is married, that i shouldn't forget.

"That was just a fixed Marriage." I didn't answer. I seriously don't know what to say. What does he want me to do with that? "I wanna be with you again. I'm ready to do whatever it is, just let me prove myself."

"It's not that easy. I waited for you for a long time without assurance that you will be back. I faced a lot of hardship and during those time, I needed you the most but you're not around, I don't even know where to find you. I handled things alone and things became alright. Do you think I'd still want to be with someone after everything I went through? I have my baby, I am morethan contented." I sigh. "Yeah, this is all sudden but do you know what? I can't even open myself to friendship now. Never open this topic again if you're still planning to meet me after this, it's a waste of time. Not even worth it as a topic." I left out a smile before finally getting in on a taxi.

My mind is blank, maybe because I don't know what to think. I don't know how to treat what just happened. This isn't a dream right? I waited for him for so long until I stop wishing that there will be a day that I'll see him again. But look, I just saw him, and he confess.

I payed the taxi and when I reached our door, I search for the key.

"Unnie." I felt my body shiver when I heard that voice. This can't be. "It's really you." I felt her embrace me.

"sooyoung." I turned around but when i did, I was shock. She is not around, she's with two people.

"They're looking for you." Sooyoung said.

I wish life has a trailer, a trailer that will give me a glimpse of what will happen next because I am seriously surprise with all of this. I am not prepared of any.

"I will let you in but tell them that I am too busy to talk to them. I don't even know them." I said to sooyong. Apart from being married to yoongi I know nothing about her and this guy beside her, he only got me pregnant, nothing more, nothing less.

I don't even wanna look at them, I don't wanna meet their eyes.

I opened the door and went inside the apartment. I felt them behind me.

"I only allowed sooyoung to enter, I'll leave right away so please leave now, I have no time." I turned around to look at them, I got surprise when the girl kneel down.

"I don't know if you met him already but please, don't accept him. He will leave me." She has her head down.

"Stand up." I said. She down need to do this.

"What will happen lie on you and if doing this will stop you from accepting him then I'll do this." I shut my eyes close. I'm pissed.

"Who the hell told you that I'll accept him again? I am not a martry to wait for him after all these years. I suffered a lot, and I decided to end thst suffering. So stand up there because nothing lies on me." I said.

I expected her to stand up already because even taehyung is asking her to stand up but she didn't.

"He doesn't know that i did this. Please don't tell him. After all these years, he is still inlove with you. Our contract is about to end this year, but i am now pregnant. I took advantage of him that's why it happ-" Taehyung cutted his words.

"You don't need to tell her everything." He said.

"I took advantage of him. If you'll accept him, then we will have a divorce but if not then he'll live with us." She said.

I walk towards her and help her stand up. "I understand if you're doing this for your child but if you're doing this for yoongi, then stop. Being selfless is never safe." I smiled at her. "Don't stress yourself this much. As much as I want to talk to you but I need to prepare my things."

"What? Are you living this place unnie?"sooyoung asked.

I shook my head." I'm going to the hospital. Come with me." I said.

I look at taehyung who is staring at me. He look more matured now. His features, despite being with him for only short time and not seeing him for two years, it's still crystal clear to me. And there's no way I will forget his features, light came after him.

I am really healed, meeting the three of them, i realized that my wounds are now really healed.