Donnie angst oneshots

~ Twisted. . . ~

Title of one shot; Twisted. . .
Requested by; Nobody
Type of angst; Donnie realizes that he really is twisted. . .
AU; None
Prompt; Twisted
Summary; Donnie comes to a realization that he really is twisted, he soon becomes more. . .different.
Brofluff?; no
Notes about AUs; None
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- Third persons pov -
Donnie was sitting at the kitchen table, thinking to himself. He was lost in his thoughts, sighing to himself. He hasn't really focused on anything else, only been remembering what had happened so far. His brothers were joking around in the living room, living their happy lives. Or happy as they could get.

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- Flashback -
Donnie stood next to the drill, "What? How is the drill not it?! It should totally be it!" Leo objected, Donnie sighed and shook his head. "Look. The drill is in beta." He huffed, before opening the drill, revealing a orange jumpsuit at the bottom for Mikey, a blue shock collar in the middle for Leo and a red helmet at the top for Raph. The three brothers exclaimed in unison, Donnie sighed in relief. "Oh I'm so glad that you guys like your gifts!" He sighed,

- After the fight n' such -

The softshell kinda overheard his brothers, "Look. I know we saved the day n' all, but I can still feel a bit of pain from being zapped by that damn collar." Leo grumbled, "Man. . .Should we still confort Donnie about it though?" Mikey Asked as he took off the jumpsuit, "Not really." Raph answered, Leo frowned. "I might actually." He scoffed, "What? Why?" Raph Asked, "Well, that damn shock collar hurts! I mean, come on! Who puts a shock collar on their own sibling?!" Leo growled,

Donnie went quiet, looking at his hands. 'I would apparently. . .' He thought, sighing to himself. 'Why did I make that collar into a shock collar? Oh wait, I was trying to break their habits.' He huffed at the thought, "Well apparently Donnie would!" Leo scowled, "It fucking hurts!" He growled, "Jeez. . .it feels like Donnie doesn't even care about us." Mikey whimpered sadly, "I know Mike. . ." Leo sighed,

The genius frowned and slowly headed towards his lab, he couldn't listen to the conversation anymore.

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- Next Flashback -
Donnie stood next to the lever of the mind melding machine, he sighed to himself and quickly pulled the lever down. Grabbing the dragons tooth and placed it in the power source. He flinched as the machine worked, "Guys?" He mumbled, stepping a bit closer to his brothers. Raph groaned and saw the dragon tooth, he then picked up. The genius sweated a little bit, "I bet you 10 bucks I can shove this up my nose!" Raph exclaimed, "I will give you 20 Bro." Donnie chuckled awkwardly, before glancing at the machine. Frowning.

The genius realized he shouldn't have experimented on his brothers, he shouldn't have used them as test subjects. "But before we do. Raph, can you destroy this machine?" He Asked, Raph looked at the machine then at his younger brother. "Yeah sure!" Donnie watched the snapping turtle destroying the machine, he never wanted to see that machine. He didn't want to be reminded what he had done to his brothers.

'They don't deserve it.' He thought, sighing to himself. "You okay Dee?" Mikey Asked, Donnie couldn't help but smile a bit. He was happy to have his brothers back. His normal real brothers. "Yeah, I'll be fine." He answered, Leo smiled and hugged the genius. Surprisingly the softshell hugged back, Raph, being dumb joined in the hug, same with Mikey.

Leo was the only one that was confused as hell here.

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- Flashback ends -
Donnie sighed, still staring at the table. He came to a realization that he had put his brothers most of the time, he couldn't understand why. He didn't want to understand, he also came to a realization that he was twisted. Twisted to his brothers. 'I always put my brothers's lives on the line.' He thought, 'I'm dangerous. . .I hate it.' He whimpered, he didn't want this on his bad boy image, but at the this point, he didn't care about his bad boy image. 'I guess I'm really am twisted. . .' He stifled a quiet sob, as tears formed in his eyes.

The genius shook his head and got off of the chair, he enters the living room. "Heyyyyy. . . . ." He trailed off when he saw Leo standing on top of the sofa, doing the pose of Jupiter Jim. Mikey was pretending he was dead and Raph was pretending he was a alien. Donnie sighed to himself, "Hey Don! Care to join us?" Leo Asked, "Yeah sure, What should I be?" Donnie Replied, "Oh, um, maybe another Ailén? Or you can be my sidekick!" Leo exclaimed, Donnie sighed.

"Yeah sure." He Replied, before joining in the little 'roleplay'.

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- 3 weeks later -
Donnie has been acting strange; he wasn't really listening, he always acted vicious sometimes. He would also make more dark jokes, much more darker then he usually would, he would be more sarcastic. Sometimes he would spill things out, out of sarcasm or just. . .bringing himself down. Leo had caught on, as well as Raph. But they weren't sure how to approach their genius brother, until Leo went over towards the male in purple who was in his lab. Donnie had kept locking himself up in the lock more often, pulling more All-Nighters, eating a bit less.

Leo crossed his chest over his chest, "Don? Is there something you wanna tell us?" Leo Asked, "Oh okay, just tell you how twisted I am to you guys? How much I'm a bad brother to you? How much I fucking hate myself? How much I blame myself for everything? Heh, I guess I really am twisted Leon." Donnie answered sarcastically, Leo knew that sounded like a vent, not a sarcastic remark. Leo couldn't help but wonder. . .

What happened to Donnie?. . .
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I hope you guys enjoyed the oneshot!
I'm sorry if it's short though, oof.

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