Donnie angst oneshots

~ Feeling unloved ~

Title of one shot; Feeling unloved
Requested by; 15161805118a
Type of angst; Donnie feels unloved
AU; None
Prompt; None
Summary; Donnie gets into argument with his brothers, cause of his sarcasm and rudeness. But what happens if this argument gets a little carried away?
Brofluff?; No
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- Third persons pov -
Donnie rolled his eyes as Leo kept on glaring at him, "Oh will you shut up already Leo?! I'm sorry I wasn't good enough for you!" He Snapped, Leo rolled his eyes. "And you call yourself a genius?!" Leo Snapped, cutting Donnie off. "You can't do anything right! Your a failure! And you know what else?" The red eared slider scoffed, Donnie didn't really need to know that. Plus; he already knew that in the first place. "Look; just because we are dumb, doesn't mean we can figure things out on our own!" Mikey hissed, Leo nodded. Donnie just stood there, his arms were crossed. He kept a good emotion-closed off composure, alone and in front of others. "And we certainly don't need a genius to keep telling how stupid and dumb we are! Because you are dumb too!" Raph growled,

Donnie growled, "How am I dumb? I work on inventions, I make the plans sometimes, and your calling me DUMB?!" He hissed, "Well; You keep failing your inventions." Leo reminded him crossly, this annoyed the genius. In fact; the words from his brothers, annoyed him as well. "Well that's just bad luck!" Donnie Snapped, his anger started to get the best of him. "Leo, don't play dumb or stupid now, but how many times had you built anything? Nothing! Mikey, how many times has Dr. Delicate touch been helpful? Not so many times! And Raph, how many times have you made a actual good plan? None! And your calling me DUMB?!" Donnie snarled, he then froze when he saw Mikey tearing up slightly. Raph was getting angry, as well Leo.

That's when Leo punched Donnie in his right eye, causing the softshell to growl in pain. He couldn't show that he was weak, "I wish you weren't my brother." Leo growled and turned away, alongside Mikey and Raph. All three of them then walked out of the lab, leaving to do whatever they were gonna do. Donnie just stood there, rubbing his right eye. He was clearly surprised that Leo had punched him, he then frowned. 'But did you ever love me?' He wondered to himself, he glanced the floor. 'What am I to you? A robot that only fixes and shit like that?' He kept thinking, what did his brothers think of him? He started grabbing random parts for his next invention, 'Am I just Mr.Fix it guy now to you?' He kept questioning himself,

'Am I just gonna pretend the argument never happened?' He wondered again, as he suddenly felt no motivation to even start on his invention. 'Why do I feel so. . .unloved?' He frowned, only letting out a quiet soft whimper. God, he sounded weak and pathetic. He grabbed out a empty blueprint and grabbed a pen, he started writing out his plans for his next inventions but it soon just turns out some doodles of himself. 'Am I unloved? Did they ever loved me?' He kept on asking himself, the feeling of being unloved only grew. He soon just stopped doodling.

'Maybe. . .Maybe I am unloved in this world.' He whimpered quietly, before hearing footsteps entering his lab. He lifted his head from the blueprint, he saw the female human friend of his. April O'Neil. "Don? What the hell happened to your eye?!" April Asked, her eyes widening at the sight of his bruised right eye. He had completely forgotten about it, "Oh, um, I accidentally got punched by one of my inventions." He lied, but she didn't believe him as she bandaged up his eye. "God, you were in a fight. Weren't you?" She huffed, "Yeah." Donnie mumbled, glancing at the blueprint with his doodles on it.

"With Who? And nice drawings by the way—Wait, you draw now?" April Asked, The genius sighed, he wasn't sure if he should dump his problems on the female. But what else could he do? "I was in a fight with my brothers. And yeah, Mikey taught me how to draw." He Replied, April sat down on a different chair. "You. Fought with your brothers?" She sounded surprised, "Yep." He shrugged, hearing a small thud, he looked down at the floor and saw that the pen had fell onto the floor. "About what?" She asked, "It's. . .Its hard to explain. I technically started the argument with my sarcasm and rudeness." He explained, she frowned and sighed. "You need to control that, ya know?" She scoffed, "Yeah, Yeah, don't need to tell me twice." Donnie growled quietly, already getting in a mood. He picks up the pen,

April realized that the genius wasn't in the mood, she could tell something's bothering him. "Don? What's bothering you?" She asked, scooting the chair next to Donnie's chair. "It's - It's Nothing April." He Replied without looking at her, he just started drawing a image of himself again. She looked at the drawings, but she noticed a word saying; 'Unloved' and the drawings showed his anger, sadness/grief and annoyance. She glanced at him, "Don, are you feeling. . .unloved?" She asked slowly,

The softshell hesitated, he just stopped drawing and glanced at her. "S - So What If I am? It's not that bad." He scoffed, glancing away from her quickly. April rested her hand on his wrist, "You can talk to me, ya know? Don't let your brothers's words get you. Your better than this Donnie." She mumbled, Donnie glanced at her. "Trust me, if anything; Your the science guy. But your a friend, you are important to me." She went on,

Donnie wasn't sure if he should feel appreciated or not, but the words that were coming out of her mouth were touching his heart. Course' he wouldn't show it, "So if your feeling unloved, don't be. You have me and probably Casey too. Remember?" She reminded him, he smiled softly. "Yeah. . .Thanks April." He murmured,

He sounded embarrassed when he had thanked someone, for once in his life.

But he was glad that he had a friend like April.
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I hoped you enjoyed this short Oneshot! I almost cried damnit -
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