My Best Friend's Cousin

chapter eight

I wake up slowly then all at once I jump out of bed and run to the bath room, open up the lid and straight away sick a few moments later Ansel comes in and holds up my hair for me. after I have finally finished being sick I get up off of the  floor and sit on the now closed lid of the toilet, Ansel kneels down in front of me between my legs
"Are you ok? Do you know why you were sick?" I slowly shake my head as I am still feeling a little bit queasy " do you think you could go and get Phi and Tilly for me?" I ask,
"Yes do you need anything?" he answers as he gets of off the floor and heads to the door I shake my head again felling a little bit better. Ansel leaves the room to go and get the girls, while there's no one in the bathroom I go over to the sink and rince out my mouth, after doing that I go and sit back down on the toliet seat again, a few moments later Phi and Tilly come running in and kneel down either side of me
"are you ok? " Phi says with more concern in her voice than I can take, I brake down crying. they both give me a hug and help me off of the toilet seat they walk with me into mine and ansels room, and sit me down on the bed they then sit down either side of me waiting patiantly for me to get control of my self. after a few more moments I manage to control my tears and can catch my breath enough to talk to them
"I think I'm pregnant," I say hesitantly both Phi and Tilly take in a breath of shock at what I've just said
"Are you sure Helen?"  asks Tilly  I nod my head slighly and I have silent tears running down my face
"What am I going to do! I'm 18, still living at home and I might be pregnant with the baby of my boyfriend who I've only been with for about a week." Phi holds me tighter
"Ok lets think about this properly you dont know for sure whether you're pregnant or not, you need to take a test to be sure" Phi always being the rational one in times of a problem, I give her a small smile and nob my head. Phi then turns to Tilly
"Ok tilly you go and get the test we will wait here until you get back. Helen you go and freshen up and let Ansel know you are ok as I think he is worried about you. Okay?" both me and Tilly nod our heads and get up off of the bed, Tilly to go and get the test and me to go and sort my self out. After the girls leave the room i go into my suit case and get out a pair of black legging with a baby pink tank top and a baggie hoodie. Once I have everything I gather it all up and go to the bathroom. I put my suff down and get into the shower I wash my hair and body and get out wraping my hair in a towel. I put on my clothes and brush my teeth when I come out of the bathroom I take all my stuff into the bed room and put it in my bag with my other stuff. I then go out to the dinning room where I see Ansel with a mug of coffee looking worried as soon as he sees me walking over to him all clean and fresh relaxes a little bit when I get over to the table I sit down in front of him on the other side.
"You don't need to worry I'm ok, look at me" he looks up from his mug. I take his hands in mine
"See I'm ok nothing wrong " I say in a voice that reasures even me. I sit with Ansel for a few more minutes until Tilly comes back. When Tilly gets back I get up from the table and follow her into the bathroom I get in there and a few moments Phi comes in "I dont know if I want to do this guys, I'm scared" I say to them
"What if it tells me I am, what am I meant to do then?" phi gives me a strong reasuring hug " well helen " phi starts " then you will have to tell ansel and you will sort this out to gether " tilly nods her head in agreement and hands me the box that will tell me if i am preganant of if im not. the girls leave the room to give me some privace i take the test out of the box and look at it. How can I be scared of a stupid little test, the little voice in the back of my head says " because youre whole future might be changed by this " i shake my head to get rid of the stupid little vocie. I take the test. i leave it a few minuites, while i am waiting I cakk the girls back in for suport. when the three minuites are over i look at the girls " i cant look " i say handing it over to them " i dont want to know im to scared." phi and tilly look down at the little stick that could change my life forever. I cant look at the stick so I look at phi and tillys face.

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ooooo!! whats going to happen!!!!! thanks for reading!! sorry for any mistakes!! xx