I've passed by many eyes , but I get lost in yours ↻ yoonmin

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Just like that several years pass by, but the wound is still fresh as new. He just feels like it was yesterday he was happy with Yoongi and his baby and today he's left alone. He feels empty, he isn't even exaggerating his feelings at the moment.

He hasn't seen Yoongi since that day. He tried to call his number, visit his apartment and office building but he was nowhere to be found.

He anticipated at least one message from the older. One simple message that tells him that he's okay, that they're okay and they'll overcome it together. But that never happened.

When he was finally discharged from the hospital , he came back to a dead house. There was no sign of a person's presence there. Yoongi's clothes and belongings were gone too, just like him.

His hand can't stop but travel back to trace the outline of his now flat stomach that used to be round at some point. It feels like a fever dream to him. Like this never happened.

He didn't dare step into his room , continuing to sniffle on the couch as he curled himself into a ball for some warmth.

The house was one of the things that made him hold onto his past, so he decided to move out. He settles down into a much smaller room that is far away from the hustle and bustle of the city.

At this stage he didn't think he'd be able to go back to the job. He didn't know if he'll be able to face children from now on. So, he decided that it'd best to leave the job for good.

He spent the first few months trying to heal himself from the trauma. He had some money saved for his baby so he decides to use it , afterall it'll be of no use now.

He eventually finds a job in one of the cafes that is near to his home. The job doesn't pay him well enough but it's still okay to spend his month without any worry.

He looks at the cloudy sky while walking down the street. It's going to rain soon, but he didn't bring his umbrella with him. He tries to run back to his home instead of walking, not wanting to catch a cold.

He suddenly bumps into someone , the collision making him fall back to the ground. He rubs on his elbow harshly trying to ease out the pain.

" Sorry." Came the voice from ahead. That voice...
Jimin finally looks up to meet Yoongi's eyes. The same eyes that left him hurted and devastated years ago.

This time the look in Yoongi's eyes changed , instead of hatred and disgust he's looking at Jimin with a pitiful look.
It didn't take Jimin long enough to notice the child in Yoongi's arms.

The little girl stares at Jimin with her feline eyes and Jimin swears she was like a split image of Yoongi. The heaviness settled in his heart. His knees are going weaker by each second. He doesn't think he can take this any longer.

" Jimin."
Yoongi tries to step forward , extending his hand towards Jimin. But Jimin had enough  of people feeling pity towards him that he can't do this anymore. He swatted his hand away.

" Yoongi ah."
The shrill voice echoes in the empty streets. From behind Yoongi enters a pretty woman , maybe in her mid 30s. She looks at Jimin with a judging look , eyeing him up and down.

She entangles her arm with Yoongi's , peppering the child's face with kisses.
" Mama is sorry for being late. Shall we go now ?"
She tugs on Yoongi's shirt making him look away from Jimin.

The way that Yoongi looks and smiles at her , it just breaks his heart in two. That smile , it meant his happiness at some point but not anymore. It gives him nothing else than aches now.

He watches Yoongi leave with the woman. His eyes are not able to divert from the happy family. It was supposed to be him and his baby there not someone else. Where did it all go wrong ?

He didn't even notice how the heavy drizzles had already started pouring. He watches them get farther away from his eyes. It's just like the hospital scene from years ago. The only difference is that this time Yoongi looks back at him but not with love filled eyes but with the feeling of sorrow and pity for Jimin's misfortune.

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