I've passed by many eyes , but I get lost in yours ↻ yoonmin

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Jimin feels so vulnerable right now, it's like a puzzle piece fell from his heart and he could no longer fix it. He looks at his baby, the way he slept so peacefully without having to worry about anything, he felt so envious of him.

He can't even cry freely, he wants to shout and scream, to break the things and crumble down. But he can't, because that would mean that he's weak and he can't afford it. Not when he have to take care of his son too.

So, he wipes the tears off his face. Standing on his feet again, he turns around to go to his bed. But his feet froze in their place when he saw Yoongi standing by the door. His eyes are glassy with tears too.

Before Jimin could ask him anything he's already walking upto him. They stared at each other for what seemed like hours until Jimin dropped his gaze.

Yoongi draws closer to him. Jimin felt his heart beat so hard that he feared that Yoongi will hear it, and if did, his secret will be unveiled. Yoongi's small lock of hair tumbled in front of his face, resting just in front of his eyes.

Looking deep into Yoongi's eyes he almost saw through his soul. He saw the words that he was so sure he was never able to see before. Was Yoongi like an open book all this time ? Was he the one at fault for not reading him ?
Before he could confirm if this all was a reality or hallucination Yoongi is already pressing his soft lips to his.

Jimin's eyes widen in shock, there's no way this is real. There's no way Yoongi is here in front of him kissing him right now. But even if it's a dream he wants to stay here a little longer.

Yoongi pulls back to lock his eyes with Jimin. Before Jimin could withdraw his mind from its far places, Yoongi's arms were around him. He pulled him closer until there was no space left between them and he could feel the beating of Jimin's heart against his chest.

" It's not a dream." He says before leaning down. Jimin's whole body tingled, the feel of Yoongi's frame leaning on him as his arms wrapped around him felt nearly forbidden.

Yoongi bent back his head across his arm and connected their lips in a kiss, softly at first, and then with a swift gradation of intensity. There's no lust or hunger in that moment, the kiss is a symbol of their underlying love. It's there way of confessing to each other.

Maybe time stopped when his lips met Yoongi, but the flutter only intensified. Jimin's heart pounded in his chest as his knees got weaker. He could only focus on how soft Yoongi's lips felt against his mouth.

He was still in dilemma whether he was dreaming this moment to life or not, but there was raw emotion in the way Yoongi's fingers curled around his waist. Jimin kept his eyes half open, sneaking a guilty peek at Yoongi every time he came back for air, just to make sure this wasn’t a product of his imagination.

He had dreamt about this moment alot, daydreaming about how how good Yoongi's lips will feel against his. But the reality is just too good to be true.
It's an euphoric feeling that one can't express in words. It the way they longed for each other for so long, wanting to kiss everytime they lay eyes on the other but wasn't able to do so. It's the pent up frustration and millions of confessions that left unsaid.

In that kiss was the sweetness of passion, a million loving thoughts condensed into a moment, it is had the promise of years and the sweetness of real love that's waiting for them ahead.

Eventually, they both separate from kiss, finding their paradise into each other's eyes. Yoongi tightens his hold into Jimin and uses his free hand to stop the tears from rolling down Jimin's chin.

" Hyung, i-" Jimin tries to say but Yoongi shushes him with a quick peck. He thinks Jimin's lips are addicting, once you get a taste of them you can't help but dive right in to get more and more. And that's exactly the case with Yoongi.

" Shh, you don't need to say anything Jimin ah. I heard everything." The thought of Yoongi hearing his thoughts and confessions made him red from head to toe. He shies away from Yoongi's gaze.

" Don't do that." Yoongi brings his hand upto Jimin's chin, giving it a little raise so that now Jimin was looking directly into his eyes.
" I like it when you look into my eyes." Jimin looked back up at him, a gentle flush of pink had arisen in his cheeks that made him look softer.

" You look so cute when you blush." He places his hands on Jimin's rosy cheeks, they looky like they're suddenly kissed pink like a spring rose, the blooming color so cute against his milky white skin.

He always dreamt about a moment like this one where he'd hold Jimin between his arms and caress his rosy cheeks. He never thought it'd come alive until now.

" Hyung." Jimin doesn't feel like the need to say anything, his eyes are doing enough talking. They're telling Yoongi each and every word that his lips can't.

" I know." Yoongi leans down again to leave a kiss on Jimin's forehead. This is not the first time he's doing so but it sure feels different than before.
Jimin closes his eyes to get the most of the feeling, the light touch sent shivers through his nerves, shivers that made his whole body tremble with excitement.

" I'm sorry for not saying this before." Those words that he was afraid to say before flew out so easily now. Maybe it was because that he already heard Jimin confessing his underlying love to him or maybe the kiss gave him the courage to finally speak up.

He no longer felt nervous. The only thing that he was feeling was love. His love for Jimin, one that he knows will last till the day he takes his last breath.
" Jimin ah, I love you."

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If you see me crying, YES I'M CRYING 😭