I've passed by many eyes , but I get lost in yours ↻ yoonmin

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Yoongi stretches his soar muscles after his friends finally left. Closing the door behind, he finally settles down on the couch. Going out after staying a month at home has have him feel so tired.

" I'll go change." Jimin turns around to go back into his room. On seeing that Yoongi jump up from his seat, holding Jimin's hand to stop him.
" Jimin wait." He waits for the younger to turn around, to meet his eyes but that didn't happened so he continued.
" Let's spend some time together." He request him from the bottom of his heart.

" But we already did." There's a hint of coldness in Jimin's voice that wasn't there before.
" Just- just a little more." He don't want to waste this last chance away. He want to hold Jimin close to him one last time.
" Hyung, I'm tired." Yoongi didn't pursue him anymore. He won't do anything against younger's will or anything that'll hurt him. So he let him go.

" Oh okay." Jimin didn't waste any time in going inside his room and locking it. He don't move farther away from the door. His back against the cold wooden door as he slides down. Teardrops following soon after.

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" The sky's so beautiful." Jungkook jumps like a happy child on seeing the stars. After having their dinner Taehyung decided to take Jungkook out on stargazing. Now, seeing Jungkook's big smile he thinks that it was worth it.

" Nah, you're more beautiful." He places his hand on Jungkook's back and pulls him a bit closer to his side. He's not the possesive type but whenever he looks at Jungkook he just feel like a need to protect him.

" Stop it. You're so cheesy." Jungkook takes the moment to punch him lightly on the side. The blush that crept on Jungkook's face just made Taehyung keep going forward.
" Only for you baby." He whispers in Jungkook's ears making sure to say the pet name with utmost sweetness.

" B-baby ?" Jungkook suppressed a smile. Taehyung could tell from his blush that he liked it. His usual even brown had a rosiness to it, it was cute.
" Yeah, you don't like it ?"
" It's f-fine." He shy away from Taehyung's eyes.

" I fell in love with you the first day I saw you holding the camera." Taehyung reminisce the memory.

The first time he saw the latter, he looked all muscle on that small frame. He was wearing the greatest smile a person ever wire, radiating with the joy inner passions bring. His hands holding his camera previously, like it was the most treasured thing for him. His clothes were casual, but so impeccable that they appeared new. Even after all the years he'd still remember this memory as fresh as new.

" L-love ? Isn't it too early to say that ?" The blush on his face from hearing Taehyung's words shows a connection, that the smile and shyness come from some deep emotions.
" Maybe, but I'm sure I don't regret saying that." He knows it too well that it maybe too soon to call it that. But he's not a baby that was born yesterday, he has seen the world from his own eyes. He have experienced love and heartbreak before too but this time it's something different.

It feels like a new feeling, like he's falling in love for the first time, like he's a high-school boy who's having his first crush. He wants to hold onto this feeling forever.

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" Haru ah." Jimin caresses his soft plump cheeks, just staring at him he could see a slitting image of Yoongi. The baby was deep asleep, letting out a little whine every now and then but not particularly waking up.

Jimin crouches down next to his cradle. Even the cradle is a reminder of Yoongi.
" Why do you look so much like your dad ?" He traces Haru's little face with his forefinger but stops on his button nose. There's no doubt he inherited it from Yoongi.

" It would be so hard for me to forget him that way." That's right, no matter how hard he try to forget every moment, every memory that he have with Yoongi, just one look at Haru's face and everything would come back rushing in.

" You know, I met him when I was like five. I was crying because I tripped on my feet, your papa was clumsy from the start." One day he'll tell this story to Haru again when he'd be of the age to understand what he's saying.
" Other kids laughed at me because I was crying but not your dad, he came up to me and hugged me." He bring his hand upto Haru's little fingers. Pressing a little kiss on his palm.

" Even though it's been so many years I still remember that moment loud and clear, his hug felt like coming back home after a tiring day." His life would have been so different if Yoongi didn't walked upto him that day, if he had refused to go to his home. But he's happy that things turn out this way.

" He's so caring. He'd bring an extra lunch for me since mom wasn't able to make one because of her early work hours. He'd walk me home every single day even though his house was the opposite way of mine." Some memories are not just memories, they're home. And so is the every moment that he spent with Yoongi.

" I-i didn't know when it happened, it was so sudden that I wasn't even able to sense it." He relives the feeling. The emotions that he felt on falling in love for the first time.
At first he wasn't able to distinct between his feelings. He thought he liked Yoongi just like his best friend, but when every text from the older made his heart beat a little faster, when his smile automatically brought a smile on his face, when his eyes won't leave from the older's face and when he started to get tempted by Yoongi's lips. He knew he had fallen for him, very hard.

" I fell in love with him. Maybe it's the day he hugged me a little too tight or the day when he kissed me on the cheek because of a dare or the day he introduced his first girlfriend to me and I was left thinking that I should be the one in her place, I should be the one to make him happy."

He don't know why is he even saying all those things when Haru clearly can't understand him or comfort him. But he needs a source to let out all the emotions that has been toying with his mind. He don't show it, but deep down these memories make him suffer in pain, they make him miserable.

"He's such a great friend, even a great dad....
But I'd never know how great of a lover he is." He tries not to show his vulnerable side, not to cry again but he fails, he fails miserably.

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