Mama I'm in love (Bts x reader)

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I take a deep breath before walking in. No matter how many times I do it, it still doesn't get any easier.

"Aish, have they even been cutting your hair" I say with a slight frown as I see how long it's gotten.

I see the dead flowers next on her bedside table.

Are the nurses not doing their jobs?!

I click my tongue again as I replace the dead flowers with the flowers I brought, putting new water into the vase.

I grab a chair and sit down next to her. It's been almost four months since I've seen her last. That's the longest I've gone without seeing her.

"So, how you doing?" I start my conversation with her as I bring out my takeout. She still doesn't saying anything.

"I got here pretty late. It's dark out and I'm starving. I just came from France" I explain.

"Yeah, it's getting really complicated. Remember the guy I told you about last time, yeah well, he wants to arrest me-again-so I might not see you for a bit...A bit longer this time. I promise I won't be gone for that long but I don't know what's going to happen. Maybe I'll get a bullet in the head by tomorrow, who knows?" I say with a shrug. She still lays there, unmoving.

"I'm super jealous with how beautiful you turned out to be" I say as I wipe a single strand away from her cheek. I move to her pale hand to see her very stylish nails.

"Still looking as good as ever" I say as I observe her state. She's wearing very light makeup, styled long hair and somewhat stylish clothes instead of the depressing gown. The clothes she wears are these clip ons, making it easy for the nurses.

I ordered the nurses to give the best for my sister and more. My sister has a modest room but at least it's decorated with her old things here and there.

If anything had to be my weakness, it would be this person. She's the only real family I have left. Lucas can't be my weakness since I know he can handle himself.

Then I hear a knock on her door.

"Come in" I announce.
"Mrs (Y/S), I heard you were visiting. I wanted to tell you of her health" the doctor says, flipping through pages on his notepad. I nod my head as I turn my attention to him.

"Everything is still stable from the last time you visited. The nurses have been taking very good care of her" the doctor says, looking at me.

"Just one note" I say. The doctor nods.

"Mind throwing out the flowers when it dies?" I ask.
"Of course" the doctor says with a nod.

"Since there hasn't been any changes, would you like to take her back home" the doctor suggests. He brings this topic up every time I visit.

"Not yet" I say. I would love to have her with me but my life is very unstable. I travel from place to place, not to mention that my house has been bombed and raided multiple times. It's too unsafe.

"Very well. We'll keep you updated" the doctor says and leaves the room. I turn back to my dinner.

"...Smells nice in here. Smells like vanilla, not too sweet" I start talking again while I eat.

"So anyway, having a conversation with Lucas these days is so boring. He keeps on asking the same questions and giving me confusing crap to work with...Do you remember Lucas? He's the guy you were following around when we were younger" I say, laughing a bit at the memory.

"I didn't tell him where I am or where I'm going. I don't want to worry him" I say biting my cheek, taking a breather from my food but diving right back in.