Mama I'm in love (Bts x reader)

Lying

Back to (Y/N)'s point of view:

Of course he would know. I shouldn't have been hopeful. I was stupid to believe-to hope in something else.

"Did-did you want to tell me something?" Hoseok asks, staring right into my soul.

"Look Hoseok, I can't go to prison right now. Everything is so wrong and I need to fix it but it looks like everything and everyone I interact with is falling apart" I say in one breath.

"...We can get through this" he says after taking my stress into consideration.
"We just need to think" he says, putting on his thinking face.

Hoseok is so sweet. I'm sure he has so many questions for me but he rather wants to help me now. I take a deep breath and exhale, shaking everything off.

"I don't have many options. Yoongi has a lot against me" I say with a sour face.
"Yoongi?" Hoseok asks, confused.

"Also another complicated mess. Basically, he can prove that I've done a lot more awful things and before you fully commit to this, just know that I have done so many awful things and if you want to back out now, you can" I offer him.

It could've literally been anyone else. I don't want Hoseok to engage in something he doesn't know anything about. Maybe that was my first mistake. Getting close to other people is a big mistake.

"...What will you do without me?" Hoseok smiles. My make shift patch looking not so good on his swollen eye.

"Actually, I just want you to pretend that you never saw me" I say.
"But I can help you. Jungkook is here and-" he starts with determination.
"And I need you to go back-without me. Please."
"But...what will you do?" he asks.

"Revenge is a sweet thing" I grin.
"Revenge on who? The police?" he asks with sad eyes. I don't think he's surprised or shocked at this point.

"Wait and see. It will be a big show" I say.
"I wish we could stay longer and chat but I have work to do. I would appreciate it if you could take your leave" I say as I stand up to walk to my computer on the table.

"You're hurt" Hoseok brings up. I guess he noticed the lack of the use of my arm.

"It's nothing" I say, planning my big show that will really put everyone in their place.

"Can I at least help you heal?" he asks.
"I see your persistence is as strong as ever" I grin but remember my plans.
"-But no. I'm sure you'll hear about me soon. Whether it's by the news or in person" I say, turning back to my work.

"...I'll be back" Hoseok says as he takes his backpack and leaves. I rub my face with my one hand, feeling frustrated with myself. I won't be at my best with only one operating arm.

At least I already have an idea for the future.

I organise everything with my little amount of resources. My plan was set into motion the next day.

"I see you've finally come to your senses. I knew you also wanted to be with me" Namjoon says with a genuine dimpled smile. He looks terrible but happy. He looks pale, tired and skinner.

"Yip, but can you please do me one itsy-bitsy favour?" I ask with the sweetest face I could muster.
"Anything for you" Namjoon says as he takes my hand in his.

"Yoongi shot me" I say and I see Namjoon's emotion leave his eyes.
"Excuse me?" he silently asks.

"I need you to get rid of him for us to be together" I say, slightly pulling a pout.
"Of course. Where-where did he shoot you?" Namjoon asks, holding me as if I'd die face down any moment.
"My arm" I answer with the little bit of honesty I have left.