Looking deeper into the meaning of life, you start to realize the art of all the negatives and positive outcomes of it. Pay attention to the wind and listen to what it has to say to you.
Its 8 something in the morning and my mom is up early asf singing a church song. I hear her coming up the stairs and I hurry up and run to the bathroom. "Samaj your ass better be up before I get in there."
"I'm already in the shower mom!"
"Ight" she left the door. After I get out the shower I put on something simple since it was the first day.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Tenth grade is probably the worst year. I cant explain why but it is. My mom is already in the car when I get downstairs so I grab me a peice of gum and got in the car.
"Girl are sure you wanna wear that today?"
"Yea what's wrong with it?"
"Nun"
She always hating on my outfits for no reason. When I get in school Paula and Spencer are kissing eachother standing by the lockers.
"Hello back to earth guys!!"
"Oh shit sorry sama I was just-"
"Its fine girl just do it in private next time"
I pick my schedule up from the office and and head to first period. When I get in my history class eyes are up my shirt and staring for no reason. I'm shy as fuck so I dont pay attention and walk to my seat. Behind me sits the one and only malcom. I've hated malcom since elementary school for his nonsense of jokes and making fun of me for no reason.
He smirks at me when I turn around so I face the front so we dont make further eye contact.
The teachers hands out papers and explains what were doing. "Okay class today is just a warmup day and you guys are just filling out information on the paper about yourself"
I zoned out thinking about how my day was gonna go but I snapped out of it when I felt someone kicking my chair.
I turn around and malcom is smiling at me like its funny.
"Take a pic it will last longer sama" He smirks
"Well I wouldn't turn around if you weren't kicking my chair dumbass"
"Dam do I make you that crazy sama? I like this we should talk more" He looks me up and down and turns away.
"I doubt we would ever talk for more than five minutes"
"Seems like were talking for about six right now" he rolls his eyes and gets to his work.
Damn that boy drives me crazy I just wanna smack him in the face. I put my earbuds in and blast summer Walker while I'm doing my work.
I feel someone sit next to me and it's some kid I have never seen before. He looks shy so I greet him.
"Hi I'm samaj what's your name?"
"Hi I'm manny nice to meet you"
Me and manny start small talk untill malc throws a pencil at the back of my head. I turn around and scold him.
"MALCOM stop being annoying"
" who's the kid next to you?" He whispers Malcom looks next me and stares manny down with evil ass eyes.
"His name is manny, malcom were working on something so leave us alone"
Malcom rolled his eyes and started talking to the chick next him. After I finished my work I over hear malc talk to the teachers about how he thinks me and manny talk too much and we need new seats.
The teachers comes to me and mannys table, " manny I need you and malcom to switch spots please."
I rolled my eyes and put my head down. Manny moves behind me and gives me the 'sorry' eyes.
Malcom smiles at me and moves closer to me. "Malc please scoot over I get claustrophobic easily"
He scoots closer and whispers " I just need to feel you close to me sama" Shivers were sent down my spine and I go back to my paper.
As I'm turning in my paper the bell rings so I grab my things and head out the classroom. Paula and talia are waiting for me outside.
"Heyyy sama how was class" paula says cheekily.
"Girl malcom wouldn't leave me alone he kept messing with me and got our seats changed."
"I'm telling you sama he likes you, you're just scared to admit it" talia smirks at me.
"Why would he like someone like me?"
"maybe he likes the swirl you know?" Talia laughs.
"Pshh"
I changed the subject as we were walking to the cafeteria. When we get in the lunch line Paula and Spencer are flirting their heads off.
Me and talia are on the verge of gagging because they do this everyday. We grab our food and head to our table.