Bad Boy Kisses |BWWM

chap 13

I wondered around the streets finding something to do with myself.

I look useless. I am useless but it doesn't stop me does it ?

I can't with life anymore, I'm an adult since I'm on my own and it's not working out too great.

I walked myself to the nearest bus stop and sat at the bench waiting for a bus to take me back home.

As I was waiting on the bench a poster caught my eye. I stood up and grabbed to see my own face on it. What have I done? People think I've been kidnapped. They might think I'm dead.

I'm such a stupid person, what's wrong with me. I should go home but I feel like they don't want me back.

I'm being really selfish but I can't help it. I don't feel as if I'm myself anymore. I feel different, way more different than who I actually am.

The bus pulled up and I hesitated, I handed him my little change and sat in the seat closest to the door.

I looked out of the window watching the cars pass by. One of those could be people looking for me. I look to my side and see a young lady sleeping in one of the seats.

She looked as if she had been there for a while. I felt bad bad because she is probably going through something much worse.

I bit my lip and looked out the window with tears in my eyes. I couldn't help but think of how lucky I am to have a life like this. I'm being really selfish right now but I can't help it.

The bus stopped and I thanked him and hopped off the steps. I forgot my bike in Kandy town so I had to walk home. It was getting dark do I speeded up my walking.

I started walking up the hill to my town when I stopped and heard a familiar cry.

I wasn't suprised to hear that someone I knew was at this hill. Its Barry hill where people let out their feelings. I started walking toward the person untill I stopped.

I looked deeply at his face and noticed who it was.

It was manny, he looked sick and hopeless.

I approached him and whispered "manny? Are you okay?"

"Sama? Where the hell have you been?"

I started to tear up. "Just needed time away. Why are you here crying your eyes out?"

"My girlfriend broke up with me and it has been hard. How have you been?"

"Better now I guess, it's been a heavy couple of days for me though."

"Do you want to come to my house for the night?" He looked genuine and smiled

"Yea sure I don't feel like going home anyway" I walked with him

"What made you run away?" He looked at me curiously.

"I couldn't handle the pressure of life, it hasn't been great at all. I just gave up but I don't want to give up again." I almost broke down

"I know how you feel, that's why I come to this hill at night to release my stress" he smiled and grabbed my hand.

"Can I hold your hand sama?" He looked down at me.

"Yea" I smiled and held is hand back

We walked a couple blocks untill we made to his house.

"Your home looks really comfy manny." I smiled at him.

"Well thank you, I'm surprised you said something like that, most people say it looks weird because its kind of small" he looked at his shoes

I smiled and waited for him to unlock the door. We both walked in and his house smelt like cinnamon. I looked at his beautiful lights and started to roam around a little. I went up his stairs and started to look at the pictures.

"Is this one you manny?" I pointed to a baby picture.

"HEY don't look at that IT'S embarrassing".

I laughed "you look cute in this picture"

He blushed and led me to his room.

"Wow your room is clean, rare for a boy isn't it" I laughed.

"Yes my mom tells me to clean every 5 minutes" he laughed.

I sat on his bed and set my bag onto the floor and looked around.

"You hungry? Cause I am" he looked at me.

"Just a little" I became shy.

"Okay I'll be downstairs making the pizza rolls get comfortable" he smiled and closed the door.

I took off my shoes and put all my things into a corner. I smelt myself, I stink.

I ran downstairs to find manny, "hey manny can I take a shower?."

"Of course you can, just use me clothes and the towels are under the sink" he smiled.

I ran back upstairs and grabbed me something to sleep in and some towels. I undressed myself slowly and stepped into the warm water.

I felt so good to feel the water on my skin, I started to hum a sweet song while I bathed myself with his soap. It smelt so good.

I washed my matted braids and continued to bathe. After I was done I started to get dressed. After I had put on the clothes I wrapped my braids in a towel.

I put my dirty clothes into my bag and sat on the floor in silence. I finished just in time because manny walked in with our food. I smiled at his beautiful grin.

He was truly handsome, way too handsome to me. He sat on the floor in front me.

"All clean love?" He smiled at me.

Love? I like that nickname.

"I am clean, all done cooking love?" I smirked at him.

"Yes I am". He smiled at me and began to eat the food.

After awhile I started to get sleepy, and manny went to get into the shower.

I got up and took the plate downstairs and cleaned off our plates.
I ran back upstairs and got under his covers. I started to fall asleep, my back turned to the bathroom.

I heard him come out of the bathroom. I slowly turned to see what he was doing and I was face to face with this handsome man. His hair was still dripping with water and he had his shirt off. He had some polo jammies on.

He got in the bed on the other side of me and just stared at me.

"What are you looking at?" I smiled at him.

"Your beautiful face, I like staring at pretty faces" he smirked.

I didn't respond so he pulled my closer with his strong arms and cuddled me.

I fell asleep in the warm embrace, I started to dream. I felt him breathing against me and I smiled.