Bad Boy Kisses |BWWM

Chap 23

We had been sitting at his table for a while, he looked as if he was thinking.

"Alright since there isn't much I can say I'll leave you from here. Go ahead and put him in check and maybe I can do something about him." He stands up.

"Put who in check? I'm not talking to his lying ass. I can't keep wasting my time on motherfuckers who don't care. I'm not doing this anymore" I rolled my eyes and stood up.

"All this shit you are restricting yourself from won't make you're life better. Stop holding on to the negative things and fix the shit" he briefly walked towards the stairs.

"Well shit I can't keep babysitting your brother like he's a dam kid, he knows What the fuck he is doing and I'm not telling him shit" I walked towards him.

"Well stop fucking with him, stop complaining about his shit. If you know you did something wrong fix it yourself. If you knew he did something wrong leave it, none of us can keep trying if you don't want to. I have nothing here to help you with so just fucking leave it." He ran upstairs.

"He is just like his younger brother only less of a bitch" I said to myself. I walked my up the stairs and looked for a way out.

I made it to the end of a hallway and opened a door, out there was very green grass and the blue skies. I should've know life was too good to waste it. I walked outside and ran to the front, I began walking far and farther until I saw familiar signs.

I made it to Berkly street and knew where I was , I was at least an hour away from home. It was goin to take me more than an hour walking there.

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Authors note: it's raining hard asf where I'm at rn
Might be hard to right idk

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My feet were hurting so bad that I could collapse at any moment, I felt tired, tired of life, tired of boys, tired of my parents, and tired of my friends.

No one was doing anything good for me, nor were they being good people to me. I have officially let myself down as a person.

What does the world want from me? I let everyone down as it seems. I need to do better as a person, as a girlfriend, as a daughter.

I felt the gravel go deeper and deeper into the bottom of me feet, my clothes were starting to drench in my sweat. My forehead felt slippery as I wiped my hard work from it.

It felt as if I still had a long way to go, even though I wasn't far from the place I started with. I would not call that place home because I always feel good when I'm not there.

I dropped my hands to my side and kept strolling, looking for a car that would stop for me. I remembered that I probably look like a druggy who just went through a heartbreak.

I almost was there finally, just didn't know where I was gonna stay .

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This book about to come to an end YALL ❤️