Bad Boy Kisses |BWWM

Chapter 27

I sat on the couch more surprised than ever, the two people I would least expect to get along were now on good terms. I just couldn't believe my ears even though I wanted to.

Manny just sat there staring at me,waiting for me to comprehend. "So have you guys been hanging out?" I sat up in my seat.

"No not much but we're still good friends" he turned his head and smiled.

I haven't seen that smile in a while, or maybe some months I guess. Was all this arguing for nothing? Did I leave just to come back for good news? I mean it seems like when I left people left all their problems behind and turned their attention to me.

"That's great to hear, I'm glad you guys knocked some sense into yourselves." I scratched my head.

"I was hoping you would knock some into yourself as well... did you think that if you left things would magically go back to normal when you came back? He sat up and fixed his posture.

I could not believe what he has said, it's like I was insulted by the truth. He was never wrong but he hit me so suddenly.

"Well I didn't think things would be-" he stopped me.

"Answer the question in your head, I'm getting bored of excuses" he rolled his eyes.

I was about tired of him and at this point I wanted him to leave.

"Wow. You come to my house just to scold me??" I scoffed.

"Not scold you but give you a lesson? Hell yea. You have been seriously out of your mind lately. You left your parents,school, and even your friends." He said.

"I did not have friends when I left, you all dipped on me. My unsupportive ass parents weren't shit either, you can't assume because you think you know me" I threw the remote on the table.

"You don't ever listen to people when they try to help your ass out, you play the victim all the damn time. You claim your a so called big girl but hate when we treat you like one" he ran his fingers through his hair.

"Look, your already starting shit and you just got here. Save this yelling for somebody else." I said.

"Who else would I be yelling at about this?? Please tell me so you can make friends" he chuckled.

"Alright that's it, get up and leave. Now!" I stood up and walked to the door.

He stood up and stood in the same position.

"Why are you staring at me like I'm stupid? Leave now !" I opened the door wider.

He tied his shoes and walked out. I slammed the door and locked it, I walked to my room and laid on my bed. This day was gonna get hot!

I looked at the ceiling wishing I could go back in time, I completely ruined a perfect and good life. I said I didn't want to live life with regrets but that's what I was doing.

I set myself up big time and was givin a year to fix it. This has caused me to just hate myself because how could I do such stupid shit? I was so dumb back then.

I won't be goin back anytime soon, I owe everyone a serious apology. But saying sorry won't bring them comfort for those days I was gone. I needed my mom right now.

Although she was my sworn enemy she was still my mom, my rock and wall to hide behind. She understood me while giving me backlash. She always wanted me to be better than I expected Myself to be.

Younger me would be so disappointed in me now, I'm thinking too hard though. I need a break, a serious one.
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