I saw my mom drop to her knees and my dad pulled me into the door. He dragged me to the living room and pushed me onto the couch. I watched my dad walk back to the front door and bring my crying mom into the living room.
It was dead silence and I didn't know the amount of trouble I had caused. My heart was beating so hard and I was so close to having an anxiety attack. I shouldn't be nervous, I was the one who started all of this. I created this hell home for my parents. I'm so stupid and now my parents are stressed and miserable because of me.
My dad was pacing back and forth out of anger and my mom was still bawling on the floor in front of me. Look what I have done to my parents. They must have thought I died or something. What's wrong with me?? I don't deserve to even be their child, they take care of me and I just up and leave and do this to them. I'm such a crazy child.
"Mom.... I'm so so sorry" I whispered to her. I got on my knees and rubbed her back to stop her from crying even more. She pulled me into her arms and didn't say a word. I stood up and went to hug my dad.
He moved aqua from me quickly and say onto the couch pressing his temples. He wanted nothing to do with me, now I know why he didn't want a sensitive daughter. I hated myself In that moment. How could I do this to them?
"You have hit the bar from here. What where you thinking? YOU COULD HAVE DIED??? Are fucking crazy??? We couldn't find you for how long and your out having a good ass time alone. You didn't even call us. You are ducking irresponsible and we trusted you. Just go to your room please." My dad scolded.
I ran upstairs into my room because I knew why he yelled at me. I understood why he was so upset with me. I was walking mistake that had no reason to be here. I took off my clothes and went to get into the shower. I started crying and reflecting on myself because of my self centered actions. I couldn't
even believe I had done that.
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Okay so how was that ?? I left a cliff hanger and came back with something boring... oh well...
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Bad Boy Kisses |BWWM
RomanceLooking deeper into the meaning of life, you start to realize the art of all the negatives and positive outcomes of it. Pay attention to the wind and listen to what it has to say to you.
