😭 Hurt Soul 😶

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CONTAINS INFO THAT SOME RELIGIOUS  BELIEFS (& PEOPLE) DO NOT BELIEVE IN.

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I'll say it right out: I'm a Psychic Medium. - not the fake ones.
January 2nd to January 4th we spend time at my sister-in-law's and had a blast!
My husband was supposed to goto work on the 4th but my precognition - intuition, gut feeling said he wasn't. And he didn't.

However, January 5th we're home and I got the same feeling. Except worse. Far worse. Like he would get in an accident type worse.

I did all I could to tell him how bad it was, going with my intuition.

And in the end, he ended up staying home.

Problem? : his (semi asshole) brother is. Now beyond mad at my husband, and my husband sometimes stays at his house for work. They both work together.

My husband is very stressed, but needed rest.

I, am crying rivers and pushing away my abilities. They only hurt people. I'll only let my deceased family contact me.
It hurts others and myself. They don't need that stress, I don't need that stress.
Not to mention that Ann (my "mother" doesn't understand. Though she's a medium too.)
My grandma would, she died in 2019 though.

I'm mad at god for letting me live. My heart stopped at birth. Why the second chance? I would've been perfectly happy with my relatives thank you very much!
I looked at the lake today... I could easily die if I wished it.

I feel so empty, hurt, and I don't know who I am anymore.
Tears have been going all day.
I've caused a rift in my husband's family.
Maybe he should find someone else who can't "predict" accidents.

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