" Mr. Santos you need to drive faster! She's dosing off. C' mon alyssa stay with me please."
I can hear the sounds of voices but I'm too dizzy to know which is who. I try to open my eyes but they become heavy so I keep them closed. I slide my hands down to my stomach to find a burning pain. my shirt is soaked but with what I don't know. I can feel what ever substance that was on my shirt on my fingers, lift my hand to see that it's covered in blood. I close my eyes again and slowly start to fade away.
" Alyssa don't you dare close your eyes. Keep them open and keep them on Luke baby girl." I can hear my dads worried voice call to me.
" But daddy it hurts. Can I just go to sleep? I'll wake up later." I plead to him.
"Luke keep talking to her and keep her talking. Please I've already lost one daughter I can't lose her too."
Wait did he just say that he lost a daughter before? That's impossible because I'm an only child.
" Alyssa look at me. I'm right here keep talking to me please." Luke is crying and so is my dad. Me and Luke are in the back seat , dads in the front , and some one is in the passenger seat. I didn't bother to look because I was feeling sick.
" Alyssa please you can't leave me like this. you are my best friend and I need you. please stay with me." I can hear Luke plead and he grips my hand tightly.
I start to realize what happened. I cut my self a little too hard a little too deep and the blood won't stop. I slowly turn my head towards Luke open my eyes and give him a weak smile.
" Penguin. it's okay this is what I want. Everything's going to be okay. I will be happy soon. that's what you always wanted right for me to be happy?"
" No Alyssa I wanted you to be okay and scar free. i never said I wanted you to be happy because I knew that you were gonna tell me that cutting and suicide made you happy. please hang in there."
We pull up to the E.R and all 3 of them carry me in. I can see the the 3rd person is a lady but I can't tell who.
" It's alright baby doll mamas here mamas here."
Did I just hear that correctly? Can it be? Maybe she has changed. I attempt to say something but instead I can feel the world fade away. before I black out completely I can hear the doctors talking about me.
" She's lost a lot of blood. Even if we stop bleeding the only way she can live is if she manages to pull through."
" Please best friend don't give up yet. your penguin needs you. we all love you."
With those words I black out. I don't know if I should pull through or pull out. I'm thinking about throwing in the towel and quitting...
* in the hospital room*
DADS POV.
I can't lose my baby girl I just cant. she is everything to me. "We love you." I hear Luke sob out. The sound of his voice makes me angry. this is all his fault. He was the only one in the house with her and he let this happen to her. I'm starring at the floor and ball up my fist.
"How could you let this happen." I finally breath out.
Luke and my wife both look at each other trying to figure out who I'm talking to. come to think of it im talking to both of them. they both did this to my baby girl.
"Who are you talking to?" The blonde monster questions me
"I'm talking to both of you. both of you are the reason my daughter is in there right now."
I take a deep breath and try not to get up and punch Luke in his face when he says...
" How is this my fault? I'm not the one that hates my daughter."...
After about an hour of arguing the doctor finally came out of the room and I jumped up from my chair. His face is unreadable. I can't tell if he's glad or pained to bring me news. hes about to speak but I interrupt him. " please don't say it. just let me see her." Without a word the doctor nods and guides me to her room. I walk in to see my baby girl laying motionless on the hospital bed. " You made a promise." I sob to my self. with that I turned around to see Luke and my wife's worried faces. " is she okay?" They ask in unison. I look up at them, part my lips, and say...
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Hey guyssssssss. I know it's really short but it's just a filler chapter. Can anyone say tension!?!? XD let me know what you guys think vote comment stay chill.
Much love Alyssa Irwin XD~
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