11. Feeling left out

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The next morning Clarke woke Lexa indeed for dancing lessons.

'uh, I am not sure what to wear.' Lexa told clarke when the blonde came to her room. 'uhh, well let's see.' Clarke said and opened the doors of lexa her closet. "Did u bring sport clothes?"
"Uhhhh.."
"Well nevermind, u can borrow some of mine. We are about the same size so that would be fine."
"Really? That's so nice, thank you so much." Lexa felt relieved because she at least would have a normal outfit like the others would have. But she was also really stressed of what would come, dancing seriously?!

When the girls got into the car, lexa was actually getting used to technology things really quick, they drove to the dancing studio.
The two girls got into the building and Clarke led Lexa to the dressing room. Clarke entered the room first, and directly got greeted by her friends who were all waiting in the dressing room.
Lexa felt really shy, and enters after Clarke, first all the attention of the other girls was for Clarke but as soon as they saw lexa they asked who she was.
"Oh that's lexa. That girl I told about who would stay here for a whole week." Clarke told her friends, sounding slightly annoyed.
It hurted lexa, the way Clarke told about her. Like she was just a boring annoying person who came in her life and now she had to deal with her. It hurted Lexa, but she didn't show that to the others, instead she thought about what she promised Octavia. She wouldn't tell Clarke anything about her life in Trikru, and when they went there next week it would be hilarious.
"Hello." She greeted the girls who were staring at her. But they just looked at her and turned around, walking away till the rest of their friend group.

It went like that for the whole lesson. In the end lexa was a better dancer then she thought she would be, and actually enjoyed dancing. The only thing was that she felt really left out by the other girls, even by Clarke who didn't even looked at her once. Lexa of course was staring at Clarke for the whole lesson because she looked really sexy when she was dancing.

The next day the girls went shopping together because Clarke needed some new clothes. While Clarke mentioned at breakfast that she wanted to call one of her best friends, Harper, to go shopping with, Abby told her that she should take lexa with her and show her the city. Clarke looked at lexa like she was a piece of trash and sighted annoyed, but she agreed.

The tree girls walked in the shopping center, and lexa was so surprised about all the different things everywhere. She wanted to ask Clarke about some things, but the blonde and Harper were chatting so much with eachother that Lexa couldn't find a way to ask.
During lunch the girls looked for a place to eat, and while Clarke and Harper were discussing wich restaurant was the best, Lexa didn't wanted anything more then going home. She felt left out again, and both of the girls hadn't said anything to her. Expert from things as, 'can you hold this for a second?' And ' can you get a different size of this shirt?'
Lexa missed the attention and love she got back at home, she missed Octavia, Indra, Aiden, and all her other friends. She even started to miss Ontari, Luna and Sol.

After the girls ate something, Harper mentioned that she wanted to buy a new book because she needed one for school. The girls went to a book shop, and for the first time today lexa felt really happy. She wanted to buy some Techkru books, since she readed already some from Abby and Clarke their collection. Indra gave her Techkru money, and Lexa did bought some books she thought were interesting.

Back at home she started to read one of the books. Till they had dinner. After dinner she continued, but soon she fell asleep.

The rest of the week was like that, Clarke ignored Lexa as much as she could. One time Lexa heared Clare talking to some sound From her phone,
"Oh she is so annoying, I really hope I get ill and won't be able to go to her place next week. I mean it must be miserable!"
"Well she looked really pretty and nice, I think you should just give her a change Clarke."
They were talking about her.
"Ugh, well we will see."
"Clarke really it's not like she will murder someone. She is just a girl like us."
Lexa froze, she would murder someone, oh if she didn't hated me now she will definitely hate me after next week. She thought.

Saturday in the evening lexa packed her bag, because Sunday they would leave early back to grounder territory. Lexa was relieved to go back home, but she would miss Abby too. Abby has been really nice to lexa last week and they builded a good friendship together.

In Clarke her room things could go better. She had total stress about what she should bring with her. The list, wich she got too, contained stuff she didn't liked. So she desided to finnaly talk to the girl who stayed over.

"Hi, can u help me pack some things?" She said while walking into lexa her room.
"Uh," lexa was surprised by the blonde, "yes ofcourse!" She said happily because the blonde finnaly talked to her after the last days.
They walked together towards Clarke her room. Her room was cozy and like a typical teenagers room. Photos of Clarke and her friends were everywhere on the walls, and lexa wished she would be able to have a some kind friendship with this girl too. But Clarke still seemed to hate her and Lexa didn't think that next week would make it better.
Clarke her closet was an walk in, and it was HuGe. Clothes were everywhere around them.
"So, what should I take? I was thinking about this." Clarke asked lexa, and she pointed at a pile of clothes she lay on a chair.
"Uuhhhh..." lexa looked at the clothes. They were, well, typically techkru clothes. And there would be no way those would be survive the next week. "Well, maybe you should choose something that is useful outdoors. Because we will do a lot of outdoor activities."
"OuTdOoR AcTiViTiEs?!"
"Yes."
"I hate being outdoors!" The blonde exclaimed.
"Well then it's going to be a though week for you, the place I live is surrounded by woods everywhere..."
"You are joking arnt you!"
"Uh no, but we can buy some clothes when we are at my place. I will even pay for them if you don't want to." Lexa offered, trying to get the pretty blonde to calm down a little bit.
"We will see."


Soooo that was c11 already! Omg well I love writing this storyyy.
Sorry that I am rushing the techkru part, but I really want to write about Clarke meeting Indra and octavia :)
I hope u all love this chapter, see u in the next one!

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