Life Line {Yoongi×Reader Fanfic}

Chapter 17

      I stood with a shaking hand in front of his office debating on wether I should knock or not, I gathered up all my courage and knocked, my knocks were soft bearly heard but they were enough to get me a response from the other side of the door telling me to enter. I slowly opened the door to see him sitting on his chair behind his glass desk doing work, his office was breathtakingly beautiful it was so luxurious.

He looked up and I quickly lowered my gaze fear taking over me because of his black  orbs that made me feel trapped, I heard his footsteps coming towards me then I felt two of his fingers under my chin, I raised my head up to see his looking at me like a predator wanting to catch his prey, " I-I" I mentally cursed my self for stuttering, "Yes my love?" he said as he looked at my eyes, I felt as my heart was drumming in my ears, I started getting flashbacks from the day of the wedding, I haven't talked nor seen him since the day he shot that poor maid very often I only saw him three times a day at meal times, and at night I would lock the bedroom door and thankfully he never tried to come in or knock on the door. 

I felt like a thing, he just bought me from my father and kept me in here like I was a chair or a rug, as these words roamed in my head tears started to pool in my eyes but I held them back, and tried to focus more on what I came here for.

"I-I w-wanted t-to ask you for something" I said looking into his eyes, "what is it kitten? go on, tell me do you need more cloths? food? anything you want babe I'll get it for you, wait how about this I will call Jin hyung to go with you for some shopping and I'll follow you guys after I am done with work, how is that?" He said everything thing so fast as he walked back to his desk and picked up his phone, I looked at his astonished did he just say he will let me out of here?! But I quickly reacted and said "NO" I said it fast trying to get him before he calls that Jin person or whoever "I-I no it's not that I-I actually w-wanted wanttotalktomygrandma" I said the last part so fast that it wasn't understandable.

But judging from his reaction I think he heard it, he placed his phone back on his desk the he looked at me, his eyes looked terrifying it looked like it was a totally different person from the one who was talking about going shopping a minute ago.

A few minutes went by in complete silence but then a smirk appeared on his face, "come here," he said in a really deep voice, I really wanted to run outside the room but my body felt like it's moving on it's own, I slowly walked towards him the I stood about three feet away from him, but it looks like he didn't like that because he took my hand and turned me around so that my lower back was against the desk and his hands were on either side of me, "hmm.....you want to talk your grandma" he said those words ever so slowly while nodding his head, our faces were so close that our noses almost touched, I put my hands on his chest trying to keep the distance, but it did nothing, I knew if he wanted to come any closer he can and I wouldn't be able to do anything about it and I hate myself for that.

My eyes took a liking to the colors on the carpet at this particular moment, but I nodded my head confirming what he said, "LOOK AT ME WHEN I AM TALKING TO YOU!" he yelled and I flinched at the high tone, as a tear slipped from my eye I looked up and met his gaze, "so, let's say I let  you meet her, what do I get in return?" He said it in a whispered voice near my ear, "what ever you want just let me see he for once" I said fast, not thinking about the meaning behind my words.

My eyes went wide as saucers as I heard his next words that he said, I felt the hairs on my hands stand.

"I want you....give me yourself willingly and I will let you talk to her and maybe just maybe, I will let you see her...."

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TBC💜