~Feelings~ |tommyinnitxreader|

-six-

Tw (cussing - hints of a panic attack)

(Tuesday)

"Come on Tommy! We need to meet your soulmate"
"IM COMING CHILL"
He walked downstairs he was wearing a dream hoodie.
"That's what your wearing?" I said looking him up and down.
"Yea you have to model the murch everywhere you go" he said putting on his shoes.

We got the the place and a big sign said
"Lazer Tag"

I walk into the lazer tag place and see a group of people.
"TOMMMYYYY" one of the girls yelled.
"JUILIEEEE" Tommy yelled back hugging her.
"Who's your friend?" Julie asked looking at me.
"It's y/n! I told you she was coming didn't I?" He said waking over to the other boys.
"She looks kinda scared Tommy" Julie said following him.
I just stared...

I was not about to go into lazer tag with these people.
Obviously I wanted to see everything that was going to go down but I didn't want to get paired up with someone I didn't know!
And yet at the same time
I wanted Tommy to be with the girl who he liked...

"HelloOooOo" a different girl was waving her hand and I was on the floor for some reason.
"What the fuck was that?" Tommy said helping me to my feet.
"I don't know..." I knew exactly why I had passed out.
"Are you the people for the lazer tag?" A man says as he walks out of the room.
"Are you sure you want to do this? You don't have to!" Tommy said waking next to me.
"I wouldn't want to miss out on anything!" I said looking over at him.
"You are going to confess in here right?" I stopped.
"Well of course but-"
"Oh! You should go with them for lazer tag and tell them once your about to get your life taken away!"
"Y/n I-"
"That would be SO cute!"

"Ok everyone pick your partner for lazer tag..." the man groaned as he put on a tape to show the rules.
I sat next to the girl who had been waving earlier.
"Hey do you want to be partners?" I saw Tommy sit next to Julie.
"Yea sure! I'm Payton"
"I'm y/n! Nice to meet you!"
"Do you know if Tommy has a girlfriend?" He whispered to me.
"No I don't think so..." I then realized....
"I was thinking about confessing to Tommy today..."

I'm never one to start drama but I didn't want to tell her he was going to confess to someone else and break her heart... I would leave that up to Tommy.
"You should go for it!" I loudly whispered as we were all getting up.

The man opened the door and let us get our guns and our gear.
We followed the man to each on of our "home bases"
Tommy kept looking at me then at Julie.
Me and Payton got to our base and set up.
The clock started and we hear shooting.
Then we heard silence.
Me and Payton looked from behind the wall and saw Tommy holding Julies hands.

I look over at Payton and she's in tears...
"You knew didn't you?" She was looking at the ground.
"Payton I-"
"No it's fine... I kinda knew he liked her anyway..."
"I-"
She was walking out of lazer tag. I felt so bad.
Everything went blurry, and I started to feel sleepy.

When I woke up it was dark and I heard people talking.
"Ohh my god her sister is going to kill me!" I heard a voice say.
"Tommy?" I sat up.
"OH MY GOD WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT Y/N?" Tommy yelled.
I rubbed my eyes and looked around.
"I don't know..."  I kept looking around.
"You do know, I know you do" Tommy was looking directly at me and Julie who was driving looking in the mirror.
I sat there...
How did he know?

"I talked to your sister..."
"Oh you did?" I looked at the dark floor
"Of course I did! DID YOU THINK YOY WERE GOING TO PASS OUT AND ME NOT CALL HER?!" I could tell Tommy was freaking out.
"Tommy... can you stop yelling? It's hurting my ears..." I looked over at Tommy.
But instead of just not yelling he stopped talking to me altogether...

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