~Feelings~ |tommyinnitxreader|

-fourteen-

< fourteen was finished at 2am... with almost a thousand words... Sorry for not updating for a couple days hope this makes up for it! Love you!>

Tommy never cried...so why was he?

"Tommy... let's go for a walk, yea?" Kayla took Tommys hand and started walking.
"What's going on?" Julian asked.
"Nothing." I took his hand and started to walk away but Wilber stopped me.
"You can't keep doing this." Wilber gave me a stern look.
"Doing what? Living my life?" I rolled my eyes.
"Y/n I don't think Tommy wanted me to do this but I'm going to say what Tommy won't. Tommy likes you. He really likes you. And you being mad at him or whatever is going on is tearing him apart..." Wilber gave me a box, took Nikis hand, and walked away.

"What's in the box?" Julian asked.
<WeLl i DoNt KnOw JuLiAn I HaVeNt OpEneD iT yEt. Sorry I just got angry at this. Like how am I supposed to know what's in the box? I love being a writer!>
"I don't know..."
"Well are you going to open it?" Julian tilted his head.
"Later..." I didn't want to do it in front of Julian...
"Did you still want to get ice cream or no?" He asked.
"I just want to go home..."
"That's fine! See you tomorrow then!" Julian walked away.

I sat down at the table and opened the box... as soon as I did there were bracelets.. one said they're mine and the other said he's mine... they created a heart when put together.
I held them in my hand... Tommy went through all this just for me to be in-sensitive towards Tommys feelings...
I couldn't imagine what Tommy was feeling. I understand why Tommy was crying, he must have been so angry...

"Y/n? Are you ok?!" I snapped back into reality.
I was on the ground. And I was out of breath.
"Tommy?"
"Yea?"
I looked around. It was only me and him.
"I came back to get my box..."
"Tommy I'm sorry..." I stood up.
"No it's fine..." Tommy sighed.
"What do you mean it's fine? I am a terrible person! I didn't even think before I said anything! You deserve my apology not the other way around!" I calmed my breathing.
"Your not a terrible person, you just don't like me... which is fine, I understand. I was just stupid enough to think I had a chance..." Tommy looked at the ground.
I took Tommys hand and gave him back his bracelets...
"I would never say I didn't like because it's not true... but I don't think being in a relationship is a good idea. I really, really like you Tommy, but I would never want to ruin what we have right now..." I smiled.

Tommy smiled and took my hand.
"Tommy?" He started running.
"Come on!" He started to laugh.
"Where are you taking me?" I giggled.
"Why so many questions?" Tommy kept laughing.
Tommy dragged me all the way to the ice cream place.
"Oh my god y/n! Why are you so slow!" Tommy opened the door for me.
"It's not my fault! your the one who tried to kidnap me!" I walked in and started to giggle.
"I didn't try and kidnap you!" Tommy started to laugh.

"Hey Tommy!" Kayla came over to hug Tommy.
Tommy didn't answer.
"Okay then... hey y/n..."
"Hey Kayla..." I stopped.
Wilber, Niki, and Julian were at the table...
"Uh wait I know your thinking it was a set up but-" Kayla was interrupted.
"Yea because it was a set up." I could tell Tommy was angry.
"Tommy it wasn't a set up."  Wilber walked up to Tommy.
A set up?

I knew something had been off then I knew why.
It was all pointless...
I felt empty... like something had been taken out of my heart.
I realized it was Tommy...
I didn't realize it but I had just been staring out the window.
"Y/n come on." Tommy walked out of the ice cream place.
Maybe I was over-thinking things but Tommy and Wilber had been acting off...

I started to laugh for no reason.
"Y/n?" Wilber took my arm.
"Don't worry Wilber! I'm fine!" I smiled and held in the laughter.
"What's wrong with you?" Niki got up.
"Nothing. I'm just accepting what I should have accepted a long time ago..." I stopped laughing.
"Y/n. I don't like where your going with this..." Wilber tried to hug me.
"Wilber, thank you..." I walked out of the ice cream place.

I didn't know why I did that. Or why I felt that way. I just felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders...
Until I got to the bridge over the river...
There sat Tommy his feet dangling off the side...
"Hey Tommy!" I sat down next to him.
I smiled but Tommy didn't look up from the water...
"Tommy? Are you ok?" I took his hand...it was cold... although his hands were always warm...
"Tommy what's wrong?"
"Nothing..." he placed his head on my shoulder.
"Ok Tommy..."
I knew what he was feeling.
He didn't want to talk and I was ok with that...I hated when people made me talk about things I didn't want to.
So me and Tommy just sat there listening to the water flow...

I checked the time 1:00am
"Tommy?" I showed him my phone.
"Just a little longer?" Tommy asked.
"Fine..." I rested my head on Tommys.
"Tommyinnit...your mine."
"And I'll wait till your mine..."

(956 words)<I don't really get this chapter but...Drama!