~Feelings~ |tommyinnitxreader|

-twelve-

I woke up to my sister in my room.
"Come on were already late" my sister threw clothes at me.
"Late for what?" I rubbed my eyes and yawned.
"Did you forget about Mrs Tovia or do you not think you need your therapy anymore?" She walked out of my room.
Mrs Tovia...

"Good afternoon y/n!" I walked into the room. It always smelled like the doctors office and the air was always thick.
"Hi..." I sat down.
"How was your trip to England?" She closed the door.
"Good." I got out my phone.
"What are you feeling?" She sat down.
"I'm feeling like I'm bored." I put my phone down.
"So you don't think you need these sessions? You don't think you need your medication? You don't need to lie for attention?" She stared at me.
"I know about what happened with your medication, and I am not proud."
"I don't care. I don't understand why I need these stupid sessions anymore. I talk to people. I have friends. I don't need you."
"Oh do you?" She raised her eyebrows.
"Yes!" I rolled my eyes.

"Ok...well I'll tell you this, if you don't need to talk about what happened in England, about Brandon. Then you can say that. But at the end of the day... I can't help you if you don't tell me what's wrong."

"Tommy..."
"Who's Tommy?" She asked.
"Oh- uh he's my friend." I can't believe I said that out loud.
"Mhm... so does your friend say things like me?" She asked.
"Yea... he does" I smiled.
"Well then I guess he's the friend your talking about then?"
"Yea... and Wilber"
"Oh? Who's Wilber?"
"He's like a overprotective older brother..." I giggled.
"And do you talk to him?"
"Yea I was talking to him earlier." I looked at my phone.
"Well why don't you talk to him now?" She was getting too nosy.
"Because I don't need to."
"Oh...okay." She got up and threw me a ball.
"What's this for?" I caught it.
"For when you decide you want to text Tommy" she smirked and opened her door.

Text Tommy? Well...I did say I would...but what if Tommy doesn't want to talk to me?
I didn't realize it but I had been using the stress ball the whole time.
"We're home get out." My sister in locked her door.
"Ok chill Alison" I got out of my sisters car.
"I'll be back later" she said as I closed the door getting out of the car.
She then drove off.

I walk into the house and went straight to my room.
Maybe I should text Tommy... or maybe I should text Wilber...

Tommyinnit

Hey Tommy can I
Talk to you

Sure what's wrong?

You do know that me
And Noah aren't dating
Right

I know
Anything else

Why did you ask
Wilber for those
Videos?

I just needed them
It was supposed to
Be for my class

Oh ok

Why would it be for his class? What class would it even be for? The studies of Americans?

Wilber

why did Tommy
Want the videos?

Uh I don't know

Wilber please tell me
Tommy won't

Well if Tommy won't then
Why are you asking me?

Because I know you'll
Tell me

I'm sorry but Tommy
Said not to tell you

But Wilber that's not fair

How is it not fair?

Nvm Wilber you
Won't be any help
I guess

I didn't want to tell Wilber that but he wasn't helping me at all.
I needed to find out why he did that... and the only way is to get to Wilber.
Wilber had given me a number the morning I left... maybe I could text her?

Niki

Hey I have a question

Who is this?

It's y/n I got  Your
number from Wilber

Oh ok
So what do you want?

I wanted to know
Something but wilber
Won't tell me.
How would I get him too

Well he tells me
Everything what did
You want to know?

Why did Tommy need
The videos?

I can't tell you that
Sorry.

Why?

Because Will Just
Told me not to.
Sorry bye

I was getting frustrated.
Nobody would tell me what the stupid videos were for.
I didn't care if Tommy wanted them to show people or if he wanted the videos for his school. I just wanted the truth.
I had told them the truth so why did they tell me the truth? Well I guess they didn't lie to me...
The only person who lied was Tommy...and he didn't seem like it was personal so why did he need them?
My phone rang...

Kay Kay

"Hay Kayla..."
"GUESS WHAT!!"
"What?"
"YOU KNOW TOMMY??"
"Obviously Kayla.."
"HE SAID HES COMING TO TALK TO ME!!"
"He's coming to America?"
"YEA"
"When?"
"LIKE A MONTH I THINK!!"
"Oh...can you stop screaming please?"
"NO!! WHAT IF HE WANTS TO AKS ME OUT?!"
"Then you tell me about it then.."
"Why are you acting so weird y/n?"
"Why is Tommy coming to talk to you?"
"Uh...I can't tell you...I wasn't even supposed to tell you this!"
"What?"
She hung up on me...
Why was it so bad that I know?

(876 words)