~Feelings~ |tommyinnitxreader|

-thirty four-

If I could stop myself from doing one thing in my life, I think I would stop myself from falling in love with Tommy.

"Y/n.?" The voice said once more.

I turned around to see a guy with a septum piercing and a headband with some Japanese wording on it.

"No." I said smiling awkwardly.

"You sure? I think I've seen you before."

Seen me?? Who was this guy? All the fans had only assumed it was me but he sounded sure it was.

"Where have you seen me?" I asked scrunching my eyebrows.

"Oh! That's right!" He pulled out his phone and showed me a picture.

It was a picture of me and Tommy laughing, it was quite a good picture of me and Tommy.

"That's you!" He said shoving the phone in my face even more.

"I see! Where'd you get this picture?" I asked looking at him.

"Tommy?" He took his phone from my face and put it away.

"Tommy gave a fan this picture?"

"A fan?? No way! He's a fan of me actually! He practically falls to my feet whenever he sees me." He joked.

"Uh huh...and who are you?"

"The people call me Billzo."

"Well Billzo, if you want an autograph I think you'll need to wait in line."

He rolled his eyes.

"I don't want an autograph, I just didn't think I'd see you here."

"You've met me before?!" I had only just met this guy, I genuinely thought he was messing with me.

"Well not exactly but I've heard a lot about you," he began looking over at the crowd of people where I had just come from.

"Y/n, I don't see Amelia do you?" Elena asked looking on her tip toes.

"Uh, not unless she's right here." I looked at the boy.

"Well I'm not Amelia!" He crossed his arms and kept a straight face.

"I'm going to to go look for her and Wilbur, stay here." And with that Elena ran into the crowd of people.

I didn't think I was this popular, I should've never come to this.

"You good?"

I tired around to see the boy still standing there.

"Yeah, just regretting my life choices."

"If I were you I would be too" he scoffed.

He put a hand on my shoulder.

"You know, I heard one time that you used to like Tommy, do you still like him?"

"That's why I'm here! I just can't seem to tell him!"

"Well, come with me." He locked my arm with him and we began walking.

I found it funny how he walked, it wasn't normal. He didn't bend his knees he just put his leg up and made it look really dramatic.

Him and I walked together all the way to a fountain.

"Sit." He pushed my shoulders down and I sat on the edge of the fountain.

"Now, the way I see it you've waited WAY too long to tell him how you feel, so logically you should tell him as soon as possible." He put two of his hands out, as if he was about to give me two options.

"You could either tell Tommy how you feel, or wait forever and die alone."

"THOSE are my options??? What about a wait and tell Tommy option?!" I stood up quickly.

"You can't wait forever, and the way I see it if Tommy doesn't like you then he'll just tell you." He pushed me back down again.

"Ok..."

"Now all we need to do is figure out a place! It can't be when there are a lot of people around, that would be too awkward if he said no, and he's gotta be in a 'moment' you know?" He used air quotations on moment.

"Who said I wasn't going to pick the second option?" I asked with my eyebrows raised.

"Ok, y/n you have one option-" he was quickly interrupted by me laughing.

"Ok! You have to tell Tommy at latest tonight! Is that clear?"

"Yes sir!" I jokingly said.

He sighed loudly and looked at me with an unamused face.

"Come onnn, you don't like my jokes?" I grinned.

"No, now I'm going to find Tommy you stay here and figure out what your going to do! Got that!?" He grabbed my by my shoulders and then ran away.

Ok, how am I going to tell Tommy??

This was the question I struggled with the entire time, how was I going to tell him, if I ever wanted to tell him, if he would say he loved me back...

I closed my eyes and imagined the perfect way to tell him.

What I saw was Tommy smiling while the wind blew in our face. Tommy's eyes weren't on the beautiful stars that we were looking at but rather he was looking at me.

I stared directly back at him, watching his eyes sparkle in the moonlight.

That was the perfect scenario, that was how I would be most comfortable telling him but, I knew that wasn't going to happen so I settled for just telling him nonchalantly.

Just bring it up without even making a big deal.

'Oh Tommy by the way I love you and at your meet and greet bla bla bla.'

Yes! That was perfect!

What I had thought would be complicated really turned out to be quite simple, who would've known.

I opened my eyes again and realized someone was next to me.

"Uhm, sorry to bother you but can I have an picture?" The girl had her phone out.

"Oh yeah sure!" I smiled and she took the picture.

"Thank you!" She smiled and walked away.

She was the first person I had said yes to for a picture all day, I loved seeing how her face lit up when I said yes and took it with her.

Her smile was beautiful as well, she seemed genuinely happy when she was smiling.

And the way she looked at the picture after I had taken it with her, it made my heart melt.

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A/n

HI MY FRIENDS HOW ARE YOU???

Im really inspired rn so that's amazing!!!

ANYWAY LOVE YOU BYE<4

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