~Feelings~ |tommyinnitxreader|

-thrity 2- (plus possible endings)

Probably going to end this fanfic on 35 or 40

I pressed on my name and saw thousands of tweets with my name in them.

Elenywas_taken
'Y/n is literally so pog'

Explosion duo updates
'Tommy said y/n would be on one of his streams'

Secretgamer_
'Ahhh y/n needs to come on Tommy's stream already!!'

I was most surprised people made a whole duo update for me and Tommy when I had only been in one Wilbur video years ago.

Although I loved the attention I didn't like my name being number 1 on trending, it was kinda weird...

Tommy

Can u stop talking
about me?

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I saw tommy look at his phone and he changed the subject.

Although me and Tommy weren't exactly friends I was happy he didn't completely block me.

I continued watching Twitter and people still didn't stop talking about me.

Wrfple
'If y/n went on Tommy's stream i would go crazyyyy'

Mrtakeurmom
'Dude y/n is probably so much older now'

I turned off my phone before I found some sort of hate tweet.

I got a box that was pretty heavy and started to put it in my car.

It was quite hard to carry it downstairs and almost fell at least three times.

"You need help?" Andrew asked.

"Uhm yeah actually." He took the box out of my hands.

"Man, collage already?"

I smiled, it did seem like just yesterday I was going to high school party's.

"Yeah, I'm excited."

"You shouldn't be...it's not fun." He joked.

"Yeah..." I sighed.

"What's wrong?"

"I don't know...I just really wish I could see Tommy before I went to college..."

"Why do you say that?"

"Cause...I messed things up between us..."

"Well then go see him before collage."

"Thats cliche."

(Clee shay cuz idfk how to spell it and google isn't helping me)

"It might be but if you really want to see him, you'll do it."

I sighed.

He was right.

As badly as I wanted him to be wrong, if I didn't do it now I wouldn't be able to until I was done school for the year and I couldn't wait that long.

I walked back inside and Andrew followed me.

We went and got all my boxes from my room. By then end it looked empty. Like I had never even been there.

I got in my car and began driving to my collage. I decided I didn't want to see Tommy...or did i? No I didn't... I continued driving...but maybe I'll finally tell him how I feel...no y/n your crazy! But he's so perfect...perfect or not he's stupid! But Tommy...

I ended out buying a plane ticket... the next flight actually.

I had about an hour to walk around and look at things before I got on the plane.

Babes I'm going to be honest...and you guys are really supportive of this book and everything but I've decided I'm ending it as soon as I figure out an ending I like... but since I'm not doing then here are some ideas I had-

Y/n dying in a plane crash (this would end the book on this chapter or the next)

Y/n going to Tommy's house only to find he moved (would end at thirty five)

Y/n not being able to confront Tommy about her feelings and going to see Wilbur (this would lead to another book)

Y/n getting rejected by Tommy and finding someone new (would lead to another book)

Y/n getting rejected and committing  (this ending would be really really dark)

Anyway I know it's a short chapter but it's kinda just a preview and me writing! Anyway love you and I didn't proofread this! Also this 'part' is just a way of saying no I didn't forget about it I just keep running out of time to write.