Innocent (TaeKook)

Broken

Ignore the mistakes 🙏🏻

Taehyung went inside the cemetery dragging all his body with full force, forcing his legs to keep him standing but it didn't lasted for long as he trip over the small stone and fell down. He didn't have the energy to standup. He loosened the grip on his bag pack and let it slide from his shoulder.

He supported his arm with the tip of a tombstone and tried to stand up. But it didn't worked. He retracted his hand back. He dragged his body and supported his back with the tombstone.

After good 30 min he felt quite the energy to stand up so he again loosen up and held the top of tombstone to stand up. He knew he was being late. The fear of punishment didn't helped to get back the normal color of his face. He don't have the money so he couldn't make an excuse that he stopped to have something to eat.

It's going to be a long long night Taehyung.

A deep sign left his mouth. He turned his attention to his hand and something caught his attention. His eyes widened and the tears on the edge of the eyes welled up. His hand starts to tremble, his already weak body started to feel numb. The words on the tomb were the words he didn't saw for a long time. He never knew his fear will turn true right now. The tombstone reads,

Here lies Kim Nana
A beloved mother
A great wife
And even better friend.
On the top of everything an excellent person.

He tried to maintain his balance but he couldn't he stumbled and fell back on the ground, hand holding the grave boundary. He tried to contain himself, he couldn't cry, to weak for it. He needs to keep his strength so that he can walk back to the mansion.

But he couldn't. All his life came infront of his eyes. All those taunts, all the beatings and then what he endured. His promises, his lies, his truths all of them started visualizing infront of his eyes like a film. And a broken cry left his mouth. He wanted to scream, or he did.

He clutched the grave with his hands, knuckles turning white. He cried, screamed and then he lost the some control he was left with.

"H-hey Mom.........." then one long silence. "I-I'm s-so-sorry. I didn't visited you for a long time now. I know....... i know I'm not a good son. Dad made it clear in all these years. I'm so sorry mom. You must be angry with me........" another silence.

"P-please *hiccup* please don't be mad. I just have you. What will i do if you will also be mad at me. P-please I'm...... I'm sorry. I know just a sorry can't amend my behavior but still please forgive me....." He felt relief filled his chest. Like his mother spoke to him that she forgive him, or maybe I'm not mad, don't say that again.

"Thank you mom. I-i know I'm being too formal now, so let's throw this awkwardness away. Here I'm infront of you. 17 year old or should i say 18. Its the best birthday gift i can ever have. I get to meet you. So what else should i can ask..... i have alot to tell you." He stopped for a min maybe thinking where should he start.

"So I'm about to complete my college. And you know Chimmy has gone to perform at SSI. You do remember Chimmy. Right?." He felt happy even talking about him. "I miss him though. It's been 2 months. I don't know how many times he called. He must be worried and hell angry. He always is when I don't pick his call. Ahhh why? Ummm cz i lost my phone." Another silence. Then he remembered what happened to him after Jimin was gone. The worst of worst. All his miseries and then his weak soul. He can't take it. And again his eyes filled with unshed tears which he can't control anymore. He sobbed hard, followed by hiccups.