Fuck or Forget you (H.S.-AU)

Chapter 3

Mia’s POV: 

*alarm clock* Why? I hate that sound so much. I don’t mind school , but this sound makes me ill. Today Marcel and I want to change the “outsider” thing. But we don’t really know how. I am afraid something bad will happen. 

I changed into a pair of shorts , a tank-top , cardigan and converse. It’s comfortable , I like outfits like that. Easy and comfortable! I do not mind that boys aren't looking at me. I think it’s a bit creepy when boys are starring at girls like they are food.

“Darling , you’ll be late to school. You need to eat your breakfast , your bus is coming in 10 minutes!” , my mum shouted at me. “I’m coming , I’m coming , you don’t need to worry” , I reassured my mum. 

“Mum , when is your next check-up?” 

“ Next week , why?”

“I’m just curious , since the accident , you know…. Did it get worse?”

“No honey , it was just an emergency again. The doctors said it hasn’t got more bad.”

“Okay , great. I’m happy”, I said while smiling. “See you later mum” , I told her while I kissed her cheek. 

Once again I am in the living hell called school! I was walking down the corridors when I spotted Marcel.  “Marcel!” , I shouted while I was running after him. 

“ Oh babe. Hi.” 

“ Hi , so what will we do?”

“What are you talking about” 

“ We have to do something , so the others won’t make fun of us anymore” , I said even though he exactly knew what I was talking about.

“Okay.”

“Yeah but what?”

“Well on Friday , there is this party at the Rooney?Martin? I don’t know , it is at a football-player’s house. So it should be packed up.” 

“That’s a great idea. We have to show up there”, after I said that, I was thrown against the locker.

“ Watch out you sucker” , they shouted.

“ Hey , you cool kids , just go and fuck yourselves and mind your own business”, Marcel shouted at them. He isn’t so scared of them like me. I don’t know why he is even my friend because he could be popular , he is chilled out , cute , but gay. I would say that’s the main reason. 

“Mia , we will talk about it later okay? , I have to go to my german class.”

“Of course , See ya.”

I was reading “The Mortal Instruments: City Of Bones” while I was sitting at our table. I hadn’t seen Marcel so I started reading.. 

“I am hereeee “ , he shouted.

“Okay , okay I hear you.”

“So I came up with that : We will go to the party and do what hormonal teenies do. Drinking , grinding and stuff. We just have to be chilled , then the might accept us. You have to be chilled out! Not so uneasy , when we’ll be there.” 

“Okay , I agree with you. But we have to go to the mall and shop , before we go to the party!”

“Of course , that’s the first thing we have to do!”

“Okay! I don’t have anymore lessons today, so I’ll go home then .”

“Will you take me with you ? Mine are over, too.”

“Of course , you are my bestie , let's go!” 

Couldn’t I be so cheerful as Marcel? I should loosen up sometimes. And the party will be the perfect opportunity.