Fuck or Forget you (H.S.-AU)

Chapter 4

Harry's POV (Yaaay!)

Okay so .. Right now I’m sitting in front of my computer, smoking a cigarette. I am smoking since I’ve been 15 .. Yeah right, shitty.. And no, I’m not watching porn, I can get every chick I want. They just crawl to me and I really don’t know why. So I don’t need that. I’m not saying it’s bad, ‘cause the chicks there are hot as fuck, too.  I never thought that I will be doing this. Right now I’m on omegle. I’m looking for a dude, who will understand me, or a chick to sext. Well I don’t know if somebody will understand me … There are not many people who do that .. Maybe one or two… I have a really fucked up past and present so... Im gonna tell you some things about it..

First of all : Yesterday , my mum told me I have to fly to America to “make-up” my relationship with my fucked up dad and sister. I am more angry at my sister than my dad. When I was 13, my two years older sister found my dad cheating. And she went to America with him! She went with him , because all she wants is money . At that time my family was struggling with money , and she knew that my mum didn’t have enough money to raise us , so she went with my dad. Pretty bad yeah , so that’s why I HATE her. I am not missing her, and I’m sure she is not missing me.  So yeah and now I have to meet them again. Of course… the two people I hate most. Two fucked-up people. Well, actually we will be three fucked-up people in a house – perfect family! 

Another thing why Im fucked up is: I am so hateful to my mother. I don’t even know why! Since the accident all I say to her is : “Hi”, and sometimes “Where is the food?”. I actually want to talk to her , because I see the disappointment on her face. I don’t know why I’m angry at her , because it’s my dads fault.  I see that she’s sad. But I am not going to show any emotions to her.  So yeah since the age of 15 everything I “care” about is : Party , drinking , smoking , fucking. 

But back to Omegle. My interests? Smoking , drinking , fucking , girls .. But here won’t be girls. .. So others.. Imagine Dragons , Adam Levine (I don’t know why they think he is hot) , Maroon 5 , music , One Republic and football. Lets search…

You and stranger both like “music”

Y:”Hi” 

S: “Hello.”

Y: “How are you love?” – I don’t know why I wrote love , it seems like a chick…

S: “ Do not call me love! But I am fine. How are you?”

Y: “I found a girl , I am great.”

S: “Typical douchebag.”

Y: “Feisty , I like that.”

S: “ Yeah , since Im born.”

Y: “ I want to meet you , love.”

S: “ I don’t want to meet you , douchebag.”

Y: “ So why don’t you just end the chat? Why can’t you stop? I seem interesting, do I?”

S: “ Well …. I don’t know.. I am bored, so…”

Y: “ Ah great! We can sext.”

S: “ Oh dear lord please no -__- .”

Y: “ Are you tight , darling?

S: “ Stop it ! It’s not even funny. I have to go . Byee”

Y: “ I am sure we will see each other again , love. Bye “

S: “ Yeah in your dreams.”

She was interesting , I want to meet her. Oh fuck why didn’t I ask her , where she is from ?! I think I’ll make a picture of the chat. Because maybe we will accidental meet. 

Mia’s POV: 

I am so bored. School was hard today. Mr. Snoggy was like always annoying and boring. Maths is so difficult and with this teacher even worse. I don’t want to do my homework now…

So what should I do ? Oh I have an idea , let’s meet strange people on Omegle. My interests? Imagine Dragons , Adam Levine , Maroon 5, music , One Republic and football . Football is cool don’t blame me!

You and stranger both like “music”

S: ” Hi” 

Y: “ Hello.”

S: “ How are you love?” – Of course , first chat , first dick. 

Y: “ Do not call me love! But I am fine. How are you?”

S: “ I found a girl , I am great.”

Y: “ Typical douchebag.” What ? Its true ! 

S: “ Feisty , I like that.” - Oh god this boy is annoying as fuck. 

Y: “ Yeah , since Im born.”

S: “ I want to meet you , love.” - Hahaha never. He is the last person I want to meet. 

Y: “ I don’t want to meet you , douchebag.”

S: “ So why don’t you just end the chat? Why can’t you stop? I seem interesting, do I?”  -That’s true.. 

Y: “ Well …. I don’t know.. I am bored, so…”

S: “ Ah great! We can sext.” – Sounds interesting , but no. 

Y: “ Oh dear lord please no -__- .”

S: “ Are you tight , darling?

Y: “ Stop it ! It’s not even funny. I have to go . Byee”

S: “ I am sure we will see each other again , love. Bye “

Y: “ Yeah in your dreams.”

Later that day:

“Mum?” 

“Yeah darling?”

“Are you okay?”

“I am , I am.”

Okay I’ll go with that. But it doesn’t seem like it. Something about her voice is telling me that its not okay.  I want to know how the boy looks like . What?! Oh god I am thinking about someone who I just met and who is a dick. What is happening with me ?! 

*ringtone*

“ Yeah Marcel ? What do you want? “

“ Well giiirl , we have to go to the mall. Tomorrow is THE DAY!”

“What? What are you talking about?”

“The party.”