Fuck or Forget you (H.S.-AU)

Chapter 7

Mias POV

Marcel and me arrive at the party and it is full packed. I think I‘ve never seen so many people at a place. What to do first? 

„Marcel, what will we do first?”

“Well, let’s go in! It is so packed it’ll be awesome”, Marcel said in excitement.

“I dunno… Do I look okay?”

“ What did I tell you?! Stop with this I dunno shit! You will enjoy it AND you look good, so shut the fuck up!” 

“If you say so.”

When we open the door I can instantly smell cigarettes and alcohol. When I look around I can also see people, who smoke pot and some girls grinding with boys. I feel really uneasy right now. The house of Jim Parker is literally full. What will their parents say, when they’ll come home? I would love to hear that. A red cup with some liquid is already in my hands, I can guess from the smell that it’s alcohol. Heck I didn’t even recognize that someone handed me a cup.  

Suddenly I hear: “Earth to Miaaa! Did you hear me?”

“Ehhmmm no… I was thinking.”

“Yeah, yeah let’s look around.”

We spotted the „popular“ girls and boys from our school. Danny, Jim, Matt, Cassandra and Stephanie were sitting in their circle, drinking and smoking. Danny and Stephanie are making out. I think, that they’ll be in a matter of minutes in another room. 

“Look! The weirdoes are here. Come on guys! C ‘mere!” one of them shouts. “Oh no”, I think to myself.

“Yeah we are comiiing! “, why?! Why is he my friend?! , I thought sighing.

When we sat down a couple of boys, who walked around, began to snicker. I am ignoring them, because they are freaking me out. I pull my dress, because of anxiety, a little bit down .

“What are YOU GUYS doing here?”

“We wanted to visit a party like this, too. It’s actually our first time at a party, but it is fucking awesome. I mean look at all this hot guys.” 

“Guys?”

“Yeah I’m gay.”

“Ah cool. What about you Marta, do you like it here?”

“It’s Mia. And yeah it’s, it’s … nice” , I stutter. 

Jim begins to laugh and says, “Stop with the stuttering, we don’t bite. We are just mean at school. Besides, you look… smoking hot tonight. If I could I would fuck you right here.”

I look at him with wide eyes and say: “ Hahaha .. No-o-o .. I mean … Ugh no. I wouldn’t do that.”

“ Of course you wouldn’t, I know that. So that’s why I need to make you drunk first.”

“We will play a game now, will you too?”, he asked. 

“Sure! What game?”, Marcel asked.

“The game everyone plays at parties: truth or dare. What do you say Mia?”, he asked smirking at me.

“O-o-okay.” They laughed again, of course.

Harrys POV: 

Today is the day. The day I will arrive in the country I never wanted to go. America. I will change my fucking life of course…not. My mum thinks that I’ll change but I won’t, for sure. I will change nothing: I will smoke, drink and fuck there, too. I mean what’s different there? My friend told me the girls aren’t so hot there so that’s great … just great. Oh god I will see my dad and my sister after nearly 5 years again. How will they react? How will I react?!!