Fuck or Forget you (H.S.-AU)

Chapter 15

Perfect song for this chapter are: "I miss you - Blink 182". But don't just listen to the normal version. Listen to the version of 5SOS. They did a cover of it when they were at the life lounge at bbc radio 1. That moment when Luke begins to sing always gives me shivers! It's so good! (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UXm-Mxd2ayc)

You can also listen to the cover from James McVey from The Vamps "A drop in the ocean - Ron Pope". (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CXcpiJme35U)

Xx

Beakuh

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Mia's POV:

I open my eyes. All I can see is white. And there is some blurry person sitting next to me and my hand is hold by someone.

My eyes get a little less blurry and suddenly I see a boy with brown curls, sitting next to me holding my hand.

He is fast asleep.

Oh! Now I know!

What the fuck?! Why is Harry Styles holding my hand?

And why am I in a bed?!

Oh, wait!

OH MY GOD!!!!!

Suddenly everything comes back.

My mother died. She is dead! DEAD!

Where is Joe? I need to find him!

So I slowly try to twist from Harry's hold out. I slowly get out of bed. But as soon as I want to make one step. Everything begins to spin around me and all I can do is scream.

Harry jumps out of his seat and runs over to me to catch me. He hugs me and rubs my back.

I feel so bad for wetting his shirt with my tears. But I just can't help it.

"It's going to be okay, little one. I'm here for you. I know you are a strong girl, you can do it. You can manage your life."

He doesn't know anything! I'm so scared and I just don't know what to do.

Where are Joe and I going to stay? What about money?!

I'm drifting off in my worried thoughts, but suddenly the door opens and a doctor comes in.

"Ms. Johnson?"

"Yes?"

"You are now allowed to go home. And also, your brother is waiting outside. Do you have any other family members that could help you with the funeral and stuff?"

"I think we can discuss that at home," Harry says, out of nothing.

What does he mean we? He doesn't even know me.

And also..fuck you to the doctor! I've just lost my mother and the only thing he thinks of is the funeral?

Whatever.

We are leaving my room and get into the hall.

I see Joe. I take a look and him.

He doesn't look great at all.

I mean, why should he?

We were really close to our mom. Especially after our dad had left us.

 

Flashback

Joe and I are sitting both in my room. We are hugging each other and hope that it will soon be over. Our parents are fighting. Again. They always do it. Especially during the last few days.