Chapter 20

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Joe's POV:


"She's changed so much."


"I know. I don't recognise her anymore. She was always happy and enjoyed life but now... I don't know what to do. My big sister... I mean I'm sad too because of mum but she just can't start drinking and escape the pain" I hug Amelia even more.

"Joe, babe, I completely understand you but if we just sit here and do nothing, then nothing will change. She won't stop drinking, she won't stop being depressed, she will fail her tests and she won't get a job, she won't earn money, she won't find the husband she's always dreamed of, she'll maybe get pregnant accidently and she will regret it because she won't be able to raise and look after that child because she doesn't have money and so on. It is going to be a vicious circle. Do you understand what I mean? We really have to do something."

"I know, I know. But what?! She is ignoring us and won't listen if we talk to her."

Amelia doesn't answer. She's just looking against the wall of our bedroom. I'm so glad that I've found her. Amelia is definitely my dream wife and I won't let her go. Never. I love her, sooo much. Sometimes I think about how it would be without her but then my body begins to shiver and I immediately have to stop. My life would be terrible and that's what Mia is feeling right now. Well, I think she is. But I want to change that! She is my beloved sister and the only family member I have. If I would loose her... No, I don't know what I would do. My life wouldn't make sense without her... and, of course, without my girlfriend. I play with her hair and nearly jump when she starts to speak because I thought she was already asleep.

"We should throw a party for her."

"A party? Are you serious? She will drink even more and I don't want her to be in hospital again."

"Yes, I am serious. That's the only way she's going to come. And we could buy alcohol-free drinks... what do you think?"

"Amelia... You are a genius!"

"I know" Although it's dark and I can't see her face because she's lying on my chest, I know she's smirking. And with that thought I fall asleep.


Mia's POV: At the party

"I'm so done with you. I was joking!"

Harry was the only reason I said yes to this stupid party. I want to leave my depression behind me and I want to carry on. And because of that I have to admit myself that I'm in love... with Harry. And I don't want to be a virgin anymore! But asking Harry to fuck me wasn't a good idea.

"Oh, really? One minute ago you wanted to fu..."

"Shut up, you dick! Okay. You're right. I want to have sex with you but could you please stop fucking teasing me and just do it" I ask him again.

"Okay, okay. So you're saying that you choose me to steal your virginity?"

"Shush!! But yeah, you are right. So let's go"

"What? I don't understand you. You have to talk louder!" He hasn't changed since the beginning. I just can't resist his cheeky personality, his beautiful face, his little dimple when he smiles, his hot smirk... I just can't.

"Yes!" I shout in his face, take his hand and lead him out of the crowded living room. We need a bedroom because I have to loose my virginity. Now.


Harry's POV:

"Yes!" She shouts in my face. Her breath smells like liquor and I have to admit that I kind of like it. With my hand in her hand, she leads me out of the living room, nearly tripping over Joe and Amelia making out. I didn't know that Joe was so into this whole making-out-in-public-thing. I wonder if they have already had sex.

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