Refused to be accepted: A broken Heart (On hiatus due to broken laptop)

Chapter 13

Hey guys! It’s been a little while D: sorry! :L anyways! Here’s the next instalment of refused to be accepted :) tell me your thoughts??

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Zane POV (yay!)

She left me standing there.

Just standing there, leaving me in a charred black room, her parents standing half up, half down, still reaching out for the person that was no longer present, and from the sound of it, wouldn't be coming back anytime soon.

We were mates.... right? She couldn't have changed her feelings about me because of that power and her parents... right?

What if she had? Over taken her body. Demanding more.  A more worth mate.

What the HELL could I do about it?

What the hell should I do? I've never felt this insecure, apart from the time I first saw the make-shift loop hanging off a branch, cradling the blood of the one I loved so foolishly, letting it spill to the floor.

She could control fire. I could handle that. She was super strong and super-fast. I could also handle that. The invisibility, power transferral..... It was all okay. I was fine knowing that it was a part of the strong and beautiful race that my beloved mate was included in.

Why did she leave? Why didn’t she take me with her?

Was it that fact that she, herself, could not handle? She's been through so much, more than I could ever dream about going through without breaking. I doubt I knew a tenth of her experiences.

But still... Why? I needed her. She needed me. WE were supposed to get through these things together, as a couple. I was supposed to be here for her as she's there for me.  Forever.

When had I grown so utterly dependent on her? I've never been like this. I should never be like this. I'm an Alpha. Something I eventually forget during these cases but she's more important to me than a status.  Far more.

That Jayden. I couldn't stand him. That bastard!

I knew I was being petty. I knew it. But when the one destined for you, love of your life, slowly gets closer to the man she’s called alpha for 2 years...

How can I just sit here and bear it? Carry on smiling each day when our bond could be disintegrating right before my very eyes.

If she loved another...

I laughed weakly. My breath coming out in small pants. When was it that I had fallen so utterly for her wits and charms? If the past me would look upon me now, I’m sure I would laugh. For being, for sounding, so pathetic.

I just need to support her is all.  Always be there for her. As I’m sure she’ll be for me. I can’t help but wonder why our bond is so weak between us. Is it because of her race…?

I shook my head, clearing all thoughts. Glancing at Kai’s parent’s, they stood, side by side. Eye’s clouded over with judgement and emotions. Flickering back and forth as they continued to stand there.

I turned on my heel and headed out through the doors. They deserved whatever misery came to them, after all the abuse they had given to Kairi… Not that I could talk. I was the one who dealt the finishing blow that day and drove her away from us. From me.