Refused to be accepted: A broken Heart (On hiatus due to broken laptop)

Chapter 2

Monday cont. 8:00 AM

     I'd finally reached school. Dragging my legs to do my bidding, i walked towards my first lesson of the day. Math, suprisingly one of the subjects i enjoyed. Walking through the doors i ambled toward my seat at the back of the class, slumping down, grateful to rest my aching legs, i kept my eyesight to the floor. Making eye contact with anyone here would only cause me grief.

     My brother partially runs this school, or society, making every student obey him. Not as slaves but just to let eveyone know who was boss... along with Zane of course. There was going to be a big party for him tomorrow, it was his 18th birthday, also the day he would find his true mate. I was excited yet saddened by it. I loved Zane but couldn't bear to watch him with another girl.

     "You make him sound like our mate." the voice shimmered. I jumped. My wolf was speaking to me. Something that suprised me because i rarely ever speak to her, except in time of great pain i would occasionally hear her howl as i whispered my apologies for her, and my, life turning out this way. She was the reason i was still living. The true alpha i deserved to be, locked up in a cage so small she couldn't bear it.

     Suddenly a loud clatter rang throughout the classroom. I  flinched, and hesitated before raising my head towards the scene. Zane and my brother had walked in and my brother started to throw the desks to the sides creating an aisle for them to reach their desks. Which were right next to mine.

Zane caught my eye and we just stared at each other for a few seconds before i looked back down at my own desk. My heart was thumping hard. He looked great today. With his long spiked, shoulder length hair and his amazingly unique coloured eyes of a dark brown with the smallest amount of pure red. He wore the school uniform as if it was made for models, a black blazer and trousers with a white shirt. His tie hung loosely around his neck. He never ceased to amaze me....but his attitude certainly didn't match up with his appearance.

     He stoped infront of my desk, and slammed his hand down hard. BOOM. the rickoted across the walls, i was suprised the desk itself didn't break with the force he used. But, keeping my head down, i waited for the harsh words already forming before they came out of his mouth.

     "What the hell are you looking at??? who told you to look at me because i certainly didn't! Why are you even here?" his expression held a slight smirk and anger. I'd done it this time.

     "I-I'm sorry it won't happen again." My quiet voice wavered. Knowing that he could probably hear my fright through the sound of my voice. Damn!!! what happened to my closed off facade? It would always come crashing down whenever he talked to me, even in his anger, which was most of the time.

     "Your right, it won't" he smirked at me before going to his desk two spaces away from me. But that wasn't all, it was my brothers turn this time.

     Crouching close beside me, he whispered in my ear;

 "Your gunna get it tonight" staring me full in the eyes before sitting in the chair closest to me.

    It took me a while to understand that the class was laughing... at me. Hurt and humiliation bubbled up inside, before i managed to bottle it up. I'll vent out in my room later on in the evening.

     "Things will turn around you'll see, until then we'll carry on living." I told her that was the poorest excuse i'd heard in a while bofore concentraiting on the class taking place. A thought always come up though, pestering me before i decided to listen to what my inner thoughts were. Why of all times did my wolf decide talk, and now? I could feel her excitement but i never actually asked what she was excited about, figuring it to be something stupid and insignificant. I'd ask her later.