Zane POV
The day Kairi left
After i walked out her room, i heard a loud painful cry rip from her, the silence breaking.
I stopped at the bottom of the stairs on the second floor and sunk down on the last step. My heart felt like it was breaking. I felt like this because of my unwillingness to part with my pride? I CHOSE PRIDE OVER LOVE?!
What the hell was i thinking? When i first found out she was my mate i was chuffed to say the least. I was extremely happy. But then all of a sudden i rejected her. Why? Why did i reject her? I let my head fall into my hands. My wolf was crying out. Calling me every name under the sun.
I deserved it. I sat there for a full 10 minutes before i finally realised that Kairi wasn't screaming anymore. I could her a sound frm her.
I decided. I would go back to her and apologise and accept her. My spirits lifted. I just hope she would accept me back.
Walking back and forth i pondered on what to say to her. 'Tell her you love her jack ass!' My wolf screamed. 'Okay i get it!' i replied. Excited, i ran up the stairs and barged through the door.
Closing my eyes, i said,
"Kairi i'm sorry!! I didn't mean to reject you, i was just scared and i love y...." I broke off and opened my eyes. She wasnt here. She. Wasn't. Here. I froze to the spot. Her scent was quickly fading. The window in the room was open making the curtains billow.
Realisation soon came to me.
She ran away.
Because of me.
My wolf was wailing in pain. She was getting further and further away from me. I could feel the pull tightening, griping my heart in a death grip. My breath caught in my throat. I couldn't breathe.
Running down the stairs as fast as i can, i called to Max and a group of guys with him. They ran over and i grabbed Max. I don't know what i looked like to him but his eyes widened when he saw my expression.
"Wow man whats up? you look like you could die any second." he stated patting my back.
I stared at him panicing.
"Kairi's gone." I said.
"...What?" He stopped in his tracks and stared at me as if seeking the truth.
"I found out she was my mate but i was scared and rejected her, she started screaming and i realised i made a big mistake so i went back to her room to accept her and she was gone and her window was open, What do i do????" i begged.
"Shes your mate and you rejected her?! You arse! Get out there and lets find her!" Max said taking command. He was obviously scared for Kairi as well as me.
Sprinting outside with the others i sniffed out the remains of her scent and shifted into my full black wolf. The others did the same and we ran following her scent.
After running for about 30 minutes, we stopped at the border. Did she go into other territory? I feared for her safety. I howled. No response. A whine came from behind me and Max. It was one of the wolves. He nodded his head in an upward suggestion to a tree just past the border.
Snapping my attention to where he signalled. I looked up in a tree.
I felt my heart break and shatter.
There tied to a large branch on the tree was a wire makeshift noose.
There was something dripping off it.
We cautiously made our way into the other packs land and stepped closer to the tree.
Looking at it i smelt Kairi's scent...and her blood.
Her blood was dripping of the loop right infront of us.
Her blood.
Max howled painfully beside me. He was angry and in pain. Dropping to the forest floor. I felt weak.
My mate, My love
Was Dead
She had killed herself.
I felt my heart explode. She was gone. But where was SHE?
I got up and ran around looking for her body but i couldn't find it anywhere. Her scent didn't go on any further than this. So where was my love?
I howled loud and clear Hoping that she might of fell from the noose and survived.
Silence.
I felt my life end.
Max POV
She Couldn't be dead. Theres no way she could. Just earlier i was shouting at her and.....
I shouted at her. Again.
My baby sisters last word of me was to be shouted at. I couldn't handle the grief. Zane was running around hoping she was still alive somewhere. I felt his pain. As well as mine.
What had i been doing to her all these years? Punishing her for nothing!
What had i done?
My sister...
Was dead.
Zane POV
Its been a week since Kairi ran away and commited suicide. I was a shadow of my former self, the grief everyday was like i was being sent to my grave early.
Kairi.
My Kairi.
Gone.
I couldn't live to see the next day. It was too painful to go on without her.
Both of our packs were outside now, in the rain.
The loud sobs that shook me were coming from Kairi's mother.
We were all standing around a tombstone. Kairi's tombstone.
We never managed to find her body. Or if she was even alive. We'd all treated her like crap. We don't even deserve to cry for her.
Because we were the ones who sent her to her death. I was the worst off.
Slowly everyone filed back into the house. Kairi's parents stayed a little longer. Crying out for their missing child, but even they returned to the house. I stayed outside, where i belonged. With the little part of Kairi i had left.
Looking down at my hands, i was clutching one one Kairi's tops in my hand. A little more than a tea towel, it showed just how bad she'd been treated.
Looking towards the tombstone, raindrops fell from a strand of my hair.
I couldnt take it anymore. Everyone knew Kairi was my mate now. All i got was sympathy, from everyone, everywhere i go.
I dropped to my knees in the mud and bowed my head.
"Kairi, im sorry, I love you." I whispered into the night. My voice broke.
And the tears came.
Hey guys this was only a short part there wasn't much to be said. :/ i personally think this is my worst chapter but thats up to you guys :D dont forget to rate vote and comment <3 jess x
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Refused to be accepted: A broken Heart (On hiatus due to broken laptop)
WerewolfKairi was never like the rest of her pack, and never did she think she ever will be. Instead of the daughter of an Alpha she was treated like the pack slave, refused to accepted by her own parents and only brother, cast aside by her mate, another pa...
