Refused to be accepted: A broken Heart (On hiatus due to broken laptop)

Chapter 10 pt 1

   Kairi POV

     My body stilled. Unable to move, my eyes frozen on their target. I don't know what emotion i was feeling but it was fairly possible that i wasn't feeling any at all. It felt like i was standing there for hours on end, but was only a few minutes. My heart pounded in my chest. At last emotion filled me up, making me choke on its strength. Memories of the past fluttered by in my mind. Good and bad.

     My eyes started to lose their focus. Why? A gentle warmth was slowly running down my cheek. Leaving a damp trail in its wake. That's right.

     I was crying for the past. The previous me. The pain i had endured.

     It was there.

     Eating away at me.

     I didn't want to talk to them, couldn't stand to face them. Turning my head, i was greeted with a radiating warmth and a stable shoulder. A pair of arms twined themselves around me, holding me close and secure. I couldn't of held it back if i tried.

     Grasping at the material at Zane shirt as if trying to grasp some sort of comfort, trying to dispell this sense of insecurity and sadness, i let out the sobs that had been pestering me. Loud and clear, echoeing across the once laughter filled clearing. I would have fell to the ground if not for Zane. My eyes closing in on the noisy sobs racking my body, i felt my consiousness start to drift. I almost laughed despite the situation. If only i had $1 everytime i fell unconsious for painful reasons, i could have a nice amount of money in my pocket.

     Feeling faint, i let go of the fragile thread of consiousness i'd been all but hanging onto. Before i become enveloped in this peaceful darkness i felt my legs lift from the ground and hearing a familiar voice call out my name.

     ***

     "Ka-i-ri!" A joyfilled voice sounded out, spelling out my name with such tenderness that i felt tears spring to my eyes. I opened my eyes to see a bright, fragile hand reach towards me from above. The light destroying the broken bonds of my heart.

     The light grew and obscured my vision before i felt my self awaken.

     I gave myself freely to it.

     ***

     Bliss.

     The one word summed up everything i felt in a instant.

     My lips seemed to be on fire and i still felt small streams of tears falling slowly downn my face.

     As i opened my eyes, i came face to face, lips to lips, with Zane. Our lips locked in a desperate, forceful kiss, that made me feel like my heart was overflooding with happiness. I wanted to shout out to everyone and tell them just how happy i was if it could relieve me of this unbearable feeling.

     But that feeling stopped in its tracks as soon as i made a sudden realisation.

     They wern't my tears.

     Not a single drop.

     I studied his handsome face and saw the large teardrops fall from his scrunched up eyelids, drooping down until they dripped off his chin, onto my own face. He looked as if he was at the end of the world. I could feel his sadness, although a fraction of what he was feeling due to being unmated, it was enough to make me want to tear up. like my heart was shredding itself, piece by piece.

     My wolf howled out in pain. She couldn't stand to see him like this. Ever. And nor could i.

     Raising my hands to his damp face, i kiss him back, putting as much emotion in it as possible. I felt his suprise, his reluctance to move but wanting to move. He resumed his kissing with renewed vigour. His desperation matched my own.