Demigod by Summer, Hero-in-training by School Year

Clouds of Grey

A/N: I normally choose to write about things relevant in my life (not the having a manly boyfriend like kirishima i am so very alone) but uh I feel like depression is something that needs to have awareness brought to it so consider this like a warning for the next few parts. I am going to write about my personal experience with it dont worry I am doing better now that i have the help that i need but here goes. Again this is to bring awareness to mental health an the effects it can have and to bring more depth to the story (also adding more cute love moments). 

Kirishima POV
    School had been cancled, but we were still living in the dorms so i guess that was good right? I mean we had to stay in our dorms as much as we could to isolate ourselves for about two weeks then we would be allowed to come out and socialize with the rest of our class and dorm-mates. At least it was only two weeks. I mean it would be hard definitely, but we could find ways to interact with each other and still have fun as a class. Denki had a pretty good idea that he brought up to Iida and Aizawa to keep us as together as we could. His idea was to have a minecraft server for the class to play on and knowing the rest of my class and that my girlfriend watched minecraft youtubers like 24/7 i thought it would be a great idea.  So, after the announcement we were sent to the dorms to start our isolation. Lucky for us earlier in the year we had gotten laptops that we could use to do our schoolwork on and we could easily videochat on them. Anyways we all went straight to our rooms and our isolation period had started. I decided to get some schoolwork done so i could have the rest of the day to myself. 
    *Buzz Buzz*
I checked my phone and it was a message from Baylee. Baylee Kiri
I miss you already, my room is kind of lonely.
Bro me too idk how I’m going to get through these two weeks
Me neither. I guess I’ll just play a lot of music
Lol can’t wait to hear how good you get! Anyways how are you?
I’m fine I’m kind of just here being bored.
Pfft sameeeeeee Hey, look at this Denki sent it to me
Lolllllllllll that is TOTALLY all might 100%
I couldn’t really think of anything to reply to that so i kinda just sat there. 
Baylee POV 
Another day stuck home and inside my dorm because of corona. As an introvert I have been training for this moment my whole life. Sitting alone and reading has never been more encouraged and its amazing. INTROVERTS UNITE!!!! I mean it really isn’t that bad even though it has only been a day. I guess there is more time to get Technoblade views up, or Dream, or Wilbur Soot. I’ve practiced a lot the past day and by that i mean like 2 hours on flute and a lot on the others as well. Ive noticed i dont have much energy to do anything maybe I need to sleep more. Well its hard to sleep cause I’m afraid of being judged for the music I listen to to go to sleep so I sleep to the silence. It isn’t very good because I can’t fall asleep and when I do I get more and more nightmares. But my class started a minecraft server and thanks to my knowledge and watching Ranboo I now have full netherite. I still need to enchant it but its like super good. 
    You know I’ll never admit it, but school was actually the only thing keeping me going. The thing is lately I’ve been losing a lot of my motivation to do things. All i really want to do is lay in bed and do nothing all because thats all I have the emotion to do. I’ve been feeling more and more numb, you know? I’m kind of just here and it like really sucks because every day it takes more and more energy to act like my normal self to mask how I actually feel, to put on a smile when i don’t feel like smiling. I don’t know whats wrong with me. Am I broken? Why do I feel this way? Will it ever go away? Will I ever genuinely smile again? Will i ever see the light at the end of the tunnel? There are so many questions but I have no answers and it hurts. Maybe i really am broken.