Hiraeth| Lorenzo Berkshire

labor

okay so it has come to my attention that some people hate Arianna, now 2 things. 1. She's Voldemort's daughter, she's not going to be nice, and 2. She was raised by the Malfoy's, so of course she's not nice. 

anyways...enjoy!

arianna riddle

It's been a couple days since the gender reveal/baby shower.

Blaise moved out yesterday, and Onyx moved in with him. They still visit the Manor a lot.

Lorenzo and I have been looking for houses, so we could leave the Manor.

I just found out that Lucille and Draco were engaged. 

They got engaged the day I left to the Burrow, everyone knew but me. Lorenzo told me that he thought I wouldn't want to hear about Lucille, he was right.

Right now, we were rearranging the whole Manor, to make it feel more like home for Narcissa.

Something was off about Lucille, my senses have been all over the place whenever I'm around her. Luna said she felt odd around her as well, but didn't go into detail.

Lucille, Lorenzo and I rearranged some of the books in the library a few hours ago.

Everyone came over to help, Enzo, Blaise and I were repainting the kitchen, Ginny, Ron, George, and Harry were trimming the bushes in the backyard, Luna and Astoria were placing crystals around the house, Onyx and Hermione were getting rid of any pictures that had Lucius in them, Lucille, Draco, Narcissa and Mrs. Weasley were turning Lucius's old office into a knitting room for Narcissa.

"How are you feeling?" Lorenzo asked as we walked over to me and kissed my forehead.

"Tired," I put my hand on my stomach, "The contractions are getting stronger-"

"Maybe you should sit down-"

I place my hand on his shoulder, "I'm fine, it's been like this for days Enzo."

"Do you guys have an official name for the baby?" Blaise asked as he painted the wall.

"Xenophilius Lorenzo Berkshire," I replied.

"Let me guess, Lorenzo picked his middle name?"

I nodded and Blaise chuckled.

....

Around an hour went by and Lorenzo, Blaise and I finished painting the kitchen, Lucille and Draco were still painting Narcissa's knitting room, Mrs. Weasley and Narcissa went to pick up more paint, and everyone else were almost done cutting the bushes.

I was sitting down on the couch, as my contractions got worse.

Lorenzo's sitting on my left, while Luna's sitting on my right, comforting me.

"Do you want some tea?-" Luna asked lowly.

My head was hurting and I was extremely dizzy.

"I just-. I just need to go- I just need to go outside," I mumbled and stood up. 

My mother would always tell me how painful her pregnancy was. She told me that when she was pregnant with my brother she would constantly throw up, she couldn't eat, she was always dizzy, tired, and she would always pass out. 

I miss her. 

Lorenzo and I were talking about marriage the other day, and we realized that I would have there was my brother. He suggested that I bring back my father for 3 days, but I told him that he would probably try to kill Harry. I talked to my mother, but she said that if I were to get married she wouldn't want to go unless my father went. Lorenzo didn't want his father to go and make everything about himself, so he wasn't going to invite him.